Been there my friend. I lost all that mattered to me on 1995, and I didnt care if the sun never shone again.
Then, I found a reason to care again.
It WILL get better if you wait long enough.
Smithleo404@@y***o if you want a sympathetic ear. Might not answer right away, but I WILL answer as soon as I can. I care.
Ive been to rock bottom several times. I learned to not dwell on the negative because that is what gives you those thoughts. Look back in your life at all of the challenging things that have gone wrong in your life and at the time it was the end of the world but SOMEHOW you got through it and came out stronger. Those big things that happened earlier in life are now really small things when you look back on it. Stay strong! You are loved and needed by many people.
HEY YOU...
REMEMBER THESE WORDS FOR LIFE :)
LIFE IS LIKE THE CLOUDS IN THE SKY. THINK OF EVERY MOMENT AS A CLOUD PASSING BY.
EACH MOMENT HAS A BIRTH AND A DEATH. A BEGINNING AND AN END.
WHATEVER YOU ARE PASSING NOW IS "JUST" A MOMENT IN TIME.
WE ALL "CREATE OUR WORLD".
DEATH IS NOT AN ANSWER. EVOLUTION OF THE KIND IS.
YOU ARE HURTING INSIDE. WHY? BECAUSE YOUR CENTER NEEDS ANSWERS IT CANNOT FIND. IT NEEDS TO EVOLVE!
STOP. STOP "EVERYTHING". FIND A PLACE TO BE TOTALLY ALONE. DON'T THINK ABOUT ANYTHING. JUST BREATH, HEAR THE SOUNDS AROUND YOU AND TILL YOU BECOME "THE REAL YOU".
"FEEL" YOUR AMBIENT.
IT'S NOT ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE, WHAT THEY WANT OR EXPECT. IT'S ABOUT "YOU".
IMAGINE THIS. IN ALL THE BILLIONS OF YEARS PAST YOU OR NO OTHER BEING HAS EVER EXISTED LIKE YOU. BILLIONS OF YEARS IN TO THE FUTURE, NO OTHER BEING WILL EVER EXIST LIKE YOU. YOU ARE "UNIQUE".
CHANGE YOUR PATTERN OF THINKING! DON'T "LET" THOSE AROUND YOU COMMAND "YOUR" LIFE!
STAY IN CONTROL! IT'S UP TO YOU AND ONLY YOU.
IT'S EASY REALLY.
IF YOUR AMBIENT DOESN'T ALLOW YOU TO "BE", THEN AT ALL COSTS MOVE AWAY FROM THAT AMBIENT.
YOUR NOT ALONE AND NEVER WERE :)
YOU CAN DO IT :)
COMMENT No. 1... What you said is beautiful. Thank you :)
I'm a disabled war veteran and trust me, with little reason to truck on. I did research on ontology and discovered enough about human existence to tell you that life continues even after the body is destroyed. There's no doubt about it. At first I saw this fact as terrible news then I came to realize that time changes everything, including brain chemistry.
Please, please, seek out a non-judgmental professional to talk with. You will be amazed at how much 'venting' helps. Then, quickly accept any offers of help. We all need help at some times in our lives, and you deserve yours. May God bless, and Godspeed to you in your journey. This too shall pass.
