A man I'd known for some time and I began dating then having sex. He kept insisting on doing anal to me but I've never done that and when the doctor even sticks his lubed finger in me it hurts. My ex husband and any ex boyfriends before him were never allowed that, my ex didn't even want it, never asked. One night this man and I were having sex and he rolled me over, held me down and lubed his cock and covering my mouth forced me to have anal sex. I hated him, it burned, hurt, and I was bleeding. I even thought about calling the police but really didn't think he'd let me without hurting me even more. He made me stay the night with him and he did it in my butt two more times. The last time was in the morning and after he told me to fix us breakfast I got dressed and was allowed to leave.

The strange thing was that I felt really empty in my butt that day, I realized I wanted to be filled again and back there. I never saw that man again but the next man I was having sex with I allowed to do it to me. He was gentle and took it very easy. I actually had an orgasm from anal sex. I've only had a few orgasms from regular sex and those were with my ex husband and honestly in 23 years of marriage and 3 years of sex prior to that, I think I had 20 orgasms from our regular sex. Luckily he was a master at going down on me and I would use my hand when he was inside me. But here I am, I get O's from anal sex. I love it and can't get enough. Currently I see 4 different men and am having sex with 2 of them a lot and 1 when he comes into town. I practically beg them to have anal with me, I make sure to have my butt bare, and keep my butt pointed at them and on my stomach as much as possible so I get what I want.

I love it, though the first 3 times was horrible, I can't get enough of it now.