I am 48 and married with a couple of kids,and a wife i love so much yet i crave to suck another guy of like i once did when i was 18.Iv never forgot the crazy moment i found myself down on this young guys cock sucking and licking the full length while he stood over me pulling out and enjoying me pulling at him to carry on.deeper and faster till he`d come.Its never gone away but only now have i again dared to look that bit longer during showers yet i risk everything if i get it wrong. He waits till last and stands inches away from me drying,last time it was near enough in my mouth when someone walked in and i turned away leaving him semi hard .Hes half my age with a lovely girlfriend iv seen many times,I am going to do it i just know i am.