I had fucked two guys before I turned 16. One went on for a year, the other was 2 times. Then I met my first girlfriend and she let me have her mouth first, then her butt (she feared getting pregnant) and then finally her pussy. A few more girls followed, and even though I'm very small framed and no muscles, I got a few really good looking girls who loved to fuck. I really never thought about the guys I fucked at 14 and 15, it was just some way to get off. But in a way I never stopped thinking about that kind of sex. I got a great job, great money, have a super apartment that is bought and paid for, and then got a years assignment in Amsterdam. The company paid for my apartment there, language lessons, the works, plus they paid extra for being out of the country so long. Not knowing anyone there, I found a girl to fuck a couple of times, but it wasn't too great. I went with a couple of those hookers in the windows and got a nice skinny slut who took it up the ass really hard and fast. Then I even tried a crossdresser hooker and fucked him/her in his ass. I went back to "her" a few times she was very femme and was really cute with an incredible ass. She mentioned a couple of bars she frequented and out of curiosity I went to the gay bars. They were also CD and trans friendly. Being away and no one knowing me I had the urge to take the simple route to getting laid, and try gay sex again, and with no one knowing me I could be free to be gay while in Amsterdam. I picked up a tranny or two and had great sex with them, even dating one several times, she was totally passable and went out as a man/woman couple. I was the top in those encounters having pretty satisfying orgasms in their asses. The tranny even had full A cup tits to munch on.

On evening at a gay bar a very attractive, masculine man approached me grabbing my ass with both hands put his mouth to my ear and with a kiss, took me on the dance floor. He was rubbing against me so hard he was dry humping me in front of everyone. No one knowing me, I decided to go for it. I let everyone see him doing me and even when sitting back down I sat on his lap and even started rubbing his hard cock through his pants. We moved to a dark area in the bar and he pulled out 9 inches of fat cock and I jacked him off. As he was about to cum he pushed me down under the table and put it in my mouth. I swallowed it all, it was the first time I've ever sucked a cock much less let a guy cum in my mouth. We stayed for a few more drinks, our dancing became him standing behind me while I moved around to slow music while he pumped me from behind in front of everyone. It was very clear that I was the bottom tonight. We weren't the only ones doing that either. He even opened my shirt and was sucking my hairless chest and nipples in front of everyone. Another guy or two grabbed and pinched my nipples, one even taking time to suck them in front of my new friend, Jan. Back at his apartment, I was in the dark, on my back, with my legs wrapped around his hips while drove that big dick into my formerly virgin asshole. I was getting fucked. I knew then that it was OK, no one in town knew me, I could be as gay as I wanted, I could be a bottom, I could let guys fuck me as much as I wanted, anytime I wanted. He fucked me 2 times that night, and once when we woke up. He showed me the kitchen and I fixed him and me breakfast. It was a Saturday so no need to rush to work. I looked for my clothes and didn't find them, and he presented me with a pair of womens' underwear. After breakfast in the sexy undies he fucked me again and I went back to my place after he finally showed me my clothes; the last load of cum dribbling out of me as I walked with a bit of a feminine swish to my ass. I didn't care if people knew I was gay and a sissy that just got fucked. I kept the undies.

I was seeing Jan a few times a week, and still hung out a gay bars but now letting men pick me up to fuck me, I was the bottom instead of the top. I even started dressing in womens underwear and stockings all the time under my clothes, and had some lingerie to dress in with certain men when they fucked me, Jan was first on the list and I loved his big cock. I'm almost through with my assigned time and though I have fucked a few women, even fucked a few guys, I've had two girlfriends from the USA come over for a week each and fucked them senseless. I've basically been a gay man for the last year. I've sucked 36 cocks - Jan got my virgin mouth, and been fucked by 29 cocks now - Jan got my anal virginity too, and ... I still like pussy. I think back in my "at home" life I'll go back to being my bi self, basically no one knowing the "bi" portion of my life except for those two guys back when I was in my teens. I have enjoyed this and if they offered me the opportunity to stay for a while longer . . . I'd take it and more cocks.