I admit that I have problems with intimacy and sex.

When I was a young girl, I had a sexual relationship with an older man.
I really can't go into too much details, right now. Because of that time, I can't have boyfriends or even friendships with guys my age. I can't help it but I only enjoy the company of older guys. It only feels right when I'm being dominated or if they guy thinks I'm unwilling.

The story I want to share with you is what happened when I stayed at a girlfriends house. This is by far the most erotic and exciting sexual encounter I've had. You can judge me for selfishness but I don't care. Some of you will understand the hunger I have and the passion I feel.

I'd been casual friends with Amy for a couple of years. We have similar interests and some of her friends are mine too. We really started hanging around together around the time her parents divorced. I'm kind of an expert with broken homes so it was a perfect match. We could relate and I really like her a lot. Fortunately she stayed in town with her dad and her mom moved East.

That summer, we spent much of the time going to movies, eating ice cream and lots of sleep-overs. Her dad was so apologetic he was almost pathetically trying to win her over by buying her anything she wanted. I even got the benefit of his deep pockets. I really enjoyed the mountain of cookie-dough ice cream and peach wine coolers that he kept the refrigerator stocked with. I basically lived with her every weekend. We would eat pizza, drink coolers and hang out by her pool. She would sometimes open up about how shitty she felt and how much she was pissed at her dad. I guess it all started when he cheated with some lady at work.

As the weeks passed, things seemed to get better for her, but she wanted me to spend more and more time over. Her dad started spending more time with her and invited me to hang out with them. At first, he would drop us off at the mall and drive off. Then he was buying us food first and then take off. After a few weeks, he was buying his own ticket and joining us. It was okay, but he started sitting close to me and paying more attention to what I was wearing. Comments like, did you change your hair? I like what you did with your makeup. Sometimes it felt like he was brushing up against me in the theater. If she notice anything, she didn't say anything.

Movie finished and it was dark outside. We went home and ordered Chinese noodles and pizza. I love pizza. We were drinking wine coolers when her dad said that this was a great night. Such a great time with his lovely ladies that he wanted to celebrate a little. He went into the kitchen and came out with tequila shots. Tall shot glasses with cut lime wedges. My friend was pretty adamant about not drinking to-kill-ya. I wasn't so concerned and drank mine without lime or salt. With a little prodding, we got her to drink up a few. The food came and we were watching movies on cable and to some youtube channels. I noticed that her dad was really staring at me. Almost like he was hungry. When his eyes caught mine, he looked really embarrassed and excused himself. He said that he had an early day tomorrow and he would have to hit the "hay". Who says that? Well we stayed up till about three or so.

I was dreaming that I was in our old home holding my stuffed bear. I was sad cause I was alone. Something like that. It couldn't have been more than a couple of hours when I felt a light touch on my shoulder. I was awake. I was spooning Amy with my arm around her waist. We both were dressed in panties. She was wearing a large t-shirt and I was in a loose tank top. When I didn't move or jerk my arm away, her dad began to softly stroke my shoulder. Slow and light first and then he stopped to see if I was awake.

To me, this kind of advance turns me on. I don't like traditional come-ons. When he was sure that I was out, he slid his touching fingertips to my side. His breathing was really raspy and that made it so much more exciting. He traced my side with his hand from my shoulder blade down to my hips. While he was doing this, he was pushing the blanket down at the same time. Again, he stopped and was really quiet to see if I noticed. When he was satisfied that my breathing hadn't changed, he moved the blanked completely over my hips exposing my ass and thighs. I made a small moan and lifted my leg, overlapping Amy's. I know I heard him gulp. I thought he was going to have a heart attack. He went silent again and I could tell he was taking this all in. Both of our asses were exposed. I thought he was having second thoughts, but then I heard him rubbing his cock. It was a wet, slapping noise and his breath was short and raspy. I was really hoping that he wasn't planning on spraying my ass and thighs with his spunk.

I don't know if I moved or something, but he stopped moving and breathing. At this point, I think he's left the room until I feel the bed sink with his weight. My heart starts racing and it takes everything I have to stay calm.
I can feel him slide right up next to me until he was right against my back. My pussy starts to get wet. I can feel his bare skin pressing on my back and rock hard penis pressing against my lower back. Lightly he lifts my tank top so that his hot bare belly starts to stick to my back. With one hand, he adjusts his cock so that it is now pressing between my ass cheeks, resting right under my wet pussy. He then puts his hand on my belly while he uses his knee to separate my thighs. His cock is now fully pressing against my pussy and the heat and wetness make me lightly gasp. He whispers into my ear, "Please, don't say anything. I need this. I love you. Don't tell, I'm so lonely. Shhhh. I love you sweetheart.

I didn't know what to say or do. I was so horny and wet. I also knew that this was really risky, but Amy was definitely put. So I didn't do anything. Her dad was satisfied that I wasn't going to say anything cause he was kissing and licking my neck while his hand was sliding from my stomach and tits. The whole time, his daughter was lying right next to me. Amy's ass was pressed against me. Her dad was sliding his cock between my thighs pressing up against the fabric of my panties. Amy was snoring when he decided he couldn't take it any more. He started pulling on my panties. The way he was doing it, it was pinching my pussy lips. Without thinking about it, I reached down to fix them. He almost hissed at me. Don't you move! I froze. Quietly he says, You like it when I tell you what to do, don't you. Don't you? I whispered, yes.

He told me to reach down and take off my panties and then take his cock and guide it into my pussy. Do it now. Amy was still snoring and her dad was slowing fucking me from behind. He was sliding in and out of me very slowly. The bed was moving only barely noticeably. It was so erotic. Just to think I was being sandwiched between my friend and her father. My hand was on her hip and it felt good there. He reached over and interlaced his fingers with mine and then said, "let me move your hand, don't fight me." He puts my hand on my breasts and then says that I have to play with my nipples. So I do. His cock was going deep. My pussy was vibrating, my nipples were hard and the smell of Amy's hair was in my nostrils. It was so sweet. He was moving a little faster now.

It was really good that I really didn't notice when he moved my hand again. This time he placed it on Amy's hip. He was very stern when he said "Don't fight me" again. With his hand interlaced again, he used my hand to lift her shirt up enough to get our hands under. Now, with our hands resting on her bare belly, he gets me to trace her navel with my fingers. I could feel her shift a little and so does he. Like he did to me, he stops until he is sure that he doesn't disturb her. After a short time, he slides my hand up to his daughter's tits. I have grabbed them before, we were wrestling and she had me in a head-lock. I had to use my patented nipple crunch to get out. Well this was not the same. Her breast was cupped in my hand with her hard little nipple poking out between my fingers.

He was so turned on by this that he started going deeper and harder. I accidentally pinched her nipple in my hand. That made her inadvertently push her ass back into my crotch. It was heaven. I didn't fight it at all when he guided my hand down to her panties. He held up the material while I slid my hand down into her soft silky pussy mound. I wanted to hold there and wait, but he was not having it. He pressed my fingertips slowing but firmly into her pussy. She was definitely not aroused yet, cause her pussy lips were soft, smooth and dry. He clit was not on fire and swollen like mine. Not at first. He went straight for her clit. My fingers parted her warm pussy lips and found her sexy button. She stirred lightly in my arms as I started rubbing. Lightly at first and then as she started to get moist, he had me pressing more firmly. Her body started responding to our hands and her ass was starting to press against me harder. He made me concentrate on her clit while I noticed that his hand was working on it's own. He was fingering her. I know it was all wrong, but it felt so right. This has to be something that he fantasized about because after a few more strokes, he exploded in me and he was groaning. I came, hard. That's when he pulled his hand back and slid out of me. He whispered for me to please don't tell and then he left.

I was left humping Amy with my fingers on her clit and my wet pussy pressed up against her ass. He breathing was now heavy and she was moving with my hand. I started to take my hand away to pull up my panties. I then felt her hand on mine. She says, "I'm not done yet." For real. Now she moved her hand to her pussy and helps me rub out an orgasm and then she rolls over again.

The next day we talk about the night before. She wanted to know if I was gay and if I was attracted to her. I just told her that I was dreaming about and old boyfriend when I started and that I just got carried away. She told me that she was Bi and that she has always attracted to me. We decided that for the time being we should stay just friends. She did not know what happened with her dad or she was pretending that she didn't. Either way, I wasn't going to say anything. Either way, neither one of them act like anything ever happened. I do catch him checking us both out from time to time.