I found out my husband has a girlfriend. I was bored, I took his phone and scrolled through his texts. There it was! Carla, his work sweetie pie, 27. I put the phone down and never told him. I read all the texts to stay current. I know when he is going to meet her and I go watch, if it is a restaurant I sit across and watch her. When they go to the motel on the bypass I sit outside and wait, then I make sure I'm home before he does.

There are no children, but I think of her coming up pregnant. I would pay almost anything to see what they do in the motel room. I wonder if he does the same things to both of us. I fantasize about being asleep when they come in, she slips into the middle, after they finish having sex, she roles into my arms. Ever since he hired her I have wanted to tell her how pretty she is.

If it was anyone else I imagine I would confront him, but I know it is her and it feels good to know he is with her.