In my youth I was in scouts. On one of my many camping trips, we slept in two man tents, the boy in the tent with me was a lot older and I saw him masturbate. It was hot so we tended to sleep on top of the sleeping bags, and he was on his back and his underpants were pushed down and he was stroking himself. He was in his world, and I was watching him, I got an erection watching him, he had a full sized penis and although it was dark, I could see his penis as his hand slowly went up and down, his penis popping out of his hand as he stroked down. I had my first wet dream, I ejaculated onto my sleeping bag.

I had many more wet dreams dreaming of his penis. I became friends with him and shared a tent with him when we went camping. He helped me with my merit badges and thanks to him I made rank. At many camps there were communal showers. We showered in our underwear, but that didn't keep me from seeing his penis, underwear are pretty transparent when they are wet. And of course, I saw his penis when we changed in the tent. And he saw my penis, because well I let him see my penis.

From time to time he masturbated, and I would watch and I would masturbate and I would have wet dream and sometimes he would ejaculate and he would shoot straight up and it would land on him. I really wanted to touch his penis. I won't say I wanted to suck him, I didn't know about that at that time.

In high school, by then my scout friend was out of scouts and I was working on my Eagle badge, there was an upper classman boy who played Lacrosse. He was tall and skinny and I fantasized about him and masturbated to the idea that I would play with his penis and suck his penis. By then I knew about sucking, although I had never sucked a penis, I dreamt about it. I would superimpose my tent mates penis on his body and imagine him laying beside me in the tent masturbating and I would reach out and stroke him and suck him. It was all a dream, but I masturbated almost every night to it.

One afternoon I went back to the gym to look for a pen I had lost, and I found my love interest talking to the track coach. When my love interest left, the coach slapped him on the butt. I wanted to be slapped on the butt. I wanted the coach to slap me on the butt. I lost interest in my Lacrosse player and became focused on the track coach. I wasn't good enough for track, in fact I wasn't good enough for any sport, I was just average, not tall enough, not big enough, not fast enough. The coach never paid any attention to me, but I still masturbated thinking of him.

I turned seventeen and I had not once touched a penis or sucked a penis. I only masturbated to the idea. I worked on a group project in my senior year. Two guys and two girls. We were all average, no hotties, no jocks. One Sunday afternoon, my male project member and I were together and we talked about the two girls. We put them down, but we talked about how we could make them put out. We described how we were going to fuck them. We also admitted that we had never fucked a girl. We were sitting on the bed together and all of a sudden I got this urge to kiss him. I put my arm around his shoulder and pulled him down on the bed and kissed him on the mouth. I asked him to let me kiss his penis. Just like that.

I nervously, my hands were shacking, as we undid his pants. We got his pants and underpants down and his penis stood up hard and I put my hand around it and leaned down and put it in my mouth. And I sucked to my heart's content. I sucked him and I stroked him and I felt him start to ejaculate and some in my mouth, some on my face, I did not move my face away, and the rest in my mouth. I finally had what I had been dreaming of, only it was with this average boy in class and not the track coach, but it didn't matter. We became suck buddies and then fuck buddies.

We graduated from high school, fully experienced, we could kiss, jack off, suck off and fuck. We were ready for college.