I would visit my cousin quite a bit when I was younger. He was a couple of years older but it was fun to hang out with him. He usually managed to get some porn magazines and we would look at all the women in their naked poses doing some very naughty things. One time when I was 13 he said he found some very different porn magazines that he wanted me to look at. When I asked how different he said we would wait until my aunt and uncle went out and we were alone to look at them. It had my curiosity and when my aunt and uncle finally left to go out for a few hours he showed them to me. It was magazines of naked men with a lot of them doing some naughty things to each other. All the other magazines prior to these where only of naked women so this was different. I asked why he got these and he told me he found them in someones garbage and thought I might be interested in seeing them. I told him they were different and interesting to see. He suggested we get naked like the guys in the magazines. He never suggested getting naked before and I figured it was only because now we were seeing these naked men in the magazines. He started to undress and told me to do so too. He said we can see how we look compared to the men in the magazines. He was naked before I even started to take any of my clothes off. I remember being a little hesitant but did go through with taking off everything. The two of us were now naked together. We began looking at magazines and copied some of their poses. The guys were posing in different poses which we copied but then what they were doing was different. The guys began masturbating. My cousin had no problem doing that in front of me. He brought me to the bathroom to watch as he cum into the sink. I didn't really want to do that in front of him and told him so. He had no problem with that. The more pictures we looked at the further the guys went. We stayed naked looking at more magazines before we heard my aunt and uncle come home and we quickly got dressed.

On future visits my cousin began getting undressed for me whether we were looking at magazine or not and would do sexual things in front of me. I usually remained clothed. I think he liked the audience and I do admit I liked seeing him do these things. On one future visit I did offer to get naked and he took me up on the offer. He asked me if I was going to masturbate for him. I wasn't planning on it but under the circumstances I did go ahead and do it as he watched. I didn't admit it but at first I was petrified thinking about doing this but afterwards It was a big turn on being watched. One future visits after that if he got naked I would usually get naked too. I began to stroke as I watched him do his show which I think turned him on. This only lasted for a few months before he started to hang out with guys his own age and I didn't visit as often.