Thats kind of sad. Don't hate yourself. Besides, I'm sure there are people out there that are worse of. Maybe see a therapist or do something you like? Try running once a week, it releases stress.
If you don't know yourself, how can you hate yourself?
Invite yourself out for a cup of coffee and see if you might find something in common with yourself. You might find some shared interests with yourself, and who knows, you could become great friends, then lovers, and perhaps one day you could settle down with yourself and raise a family!
Stop being you and be who you want to be. Live life how you want to live it. If you don't run your own life, then who is?
Okay. Here's the deal. I am an overweight woman. I have been overweight since I was a child. This is the way I think of it. I am who I am. I worked HARD to get this big and damn it, I like me. Good or bad, I am the way I am. Therefore, I rock.
You rock, too.
Nobody's perfect. Everybody's scared. It's obvious that you care that shows you are a nice person. Start with that. I bet you are more beautiful than you know. Hugs.
