I found a way to at least have a vicarious fuck with him. I told Nell, my younger sister, about my wild dreams and she was not shocked and told me she had the same thoughts about Ben. She even asked me how large he is. I said, "Not King Kong but nicely large and thick." She said her mouth was watering. I then told Nell that I can see the way Ben looks at her to to go ahead and seduce him so she can describe it to me.
She said for me to do it myself and I said, I just cannot do it. She finally decided to do it and in three months they were fucking like maddened rabbits and Nell started telling me all about it. She said he goes crazy when she sucks him off and jerks him while she licks his balls.
However, what has happened is that now I am going truly insane to fuck him. I've asked Nell to suggest it to him and see what turns out. At this writing, I'm waiting. Yet, I don't know if I can go through with it and I'm thinking of seeing a psychoanalyst. I can't imagine there are many mothers out there having these nasty thoughts. I know I'm obsessed to fuck Ben and don't understand why. If the shrink does not tell me I'm nuts, I'm going to fuck my own son. I can't help it. Maybe we can have a threesome with Nell I won't feel guilty, sort of spread the insanity.
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