When I was 14, I lost my virginity to a 23-year-old guy. We lived in a campground in this rundown camper, my parents had left us so it was me, my older brother and two younger siblings staying there. my brother worked late and one night after my younger brother had gone to sleep and my sister was out with a friend, i went to take some clothes to the laundry room. This guy was staying at the campground with some friends, they were in the military. he started flirting with me and only hesitate for a second when i told him my age. he invited me back to his camper. i figured my brother would be at work until late, why not?
We ended up hanging out and watching TV, he let me drink wine coolers. After a couple of hours, his friend left to buy more beer. one thing led to another, and we were making out. pretty soon, he had my top off. no one had seen my bare breasts before, suddenly he was sucking on them. I was loopy from the booze and got completely lost in what we were doing. then his hands were down my pants, rubbing my vagina. i kept thinking there was time to stop and let him take my pants off. then i felt him inside me, it burned like crazy for a few seconds, then he was pushing in and out and i felt him cum inside me. i was in shock that i had let it go that far. we didnt say much, just sat up, i got dressed and we started watching tv. his friend came back and a while later i left. I never told anyone, and a few days later, they were gone from the camp site. never talked to the guy again. I regret it, it was a dumb thing to do, but i suppose it could have been worse. cant say the guy forced me, i was a willing party in it, even if he was a douche.