My first sexual feeling happened when I was fourteen. My cousin, who was sixteen, was laying on the floor in the den. I had a dress on because we had been to church. My mother sent me to get him for lunch. I walked over and stood beside him and he looked up my dress. I never noticed until I moved to return to the kitchen and he grabbed my leg and told me to stand still. After a second he asked me to open my legs because he wanted to look at everything. The moment was ruined when my mother stepped into the room and his arm was all the way up my dress and he was touching my panties with his fingers. My mother yelled at me to go help my aunt. Nothing was said to him, but I got a self respect lecture.