I have to get this off my chest:

I want cock.
It's all I think about, all I crave anymore.

Even now as I write this, my girlfriend is asleep in the other room completely unaware (to my knowledge) that I'm combing through tons and tons of gay and sissy porn and hypno. She has no idea that when she's at work, I'm dressed in her clothes, shoving whatever I can fit in my ass, rubbing my clitty to the thought of huge cock pounding all of my holes.

She leaves for a camping trip for most of the week tomorrow. I already am planning on heading straight to the adult shop after work to get a new dildo to fuck my ass with while she's gone. Who knows, maybe I can cruise the store for some cock? I'm considering going to the next town over where I know their store has an arcade...maybe I'll be lucky and there will be a gloryhole with a huge cock waiting for me...the possibilities are endless...mmm...

I keep telling myself that I'm definitely capitalizing on my "alone time" this week. Unfortunately, I have to work most of the days she's gone, but I fully expect to use up all of my free time pursuing my quest to be a dirty sissy slut whose only purpose in life is to serve and take cock.

Fuck I'm so excited...I swear my clitty is twitching and leaking just thinking about it. Time to goon and edge until then. Mouth hanging open and eyes fixated desperately fantasizing/waiting for cock to fill me...