I described the things that happened to me when I was 6 I was m****ted by a teenager in my neighborhood he told me if I told my folks he'd kill me so I kept my mouth shut and every day he'd go into the large bushes where we'd play and he'd take my clothes off and play with my penis and balls and finger my asshole I still had a small penis it wasn't developed yet then he'd show me his and put my hand on it

I was fascinated at the size he had to be 10 inches long and 3 inches thick I kept playing with then he told me to suck it so I put my mouth on it and sucked him until he came in my mouth it was alot and it shot out of my mouth I had to lick the come off his cock and lick his balls too

After about a week he spit on my asshole and fucked me I was scared and it hurt he came in me and when he pulled out it was like a lot of cum shooting out of my ass so he fucked me for a couple weeks by himself then his friends showed up and took off my clothes and dropped their pants and I sucked them but they wanted my ass

I was ok with it cause I thought it was normal so I ended up doing up to 14 guys I started putting things up my ass to make it wider and doing that felt good and I always wanted cock but I acted like I didn't
Like it

That went on for 3 years but I was always looking for it I'd go to the swimmingpool and in the lockerroom I'd see some nice cock and some guys would show it to me we'd go into the showers and I'd suck them and ask them to shoot it in my Ass or in the movies if someone was jacking off I'd come up and suck them and theyd fuck me good so all threw my life o love cock and I'd always get it but now if I watch brother sister porn I imagine I'm sucking the cock and taking it up my ass and I still play with my asshole bUT I no longer have sex with men but always look at cock