I am 30 now and still just as confuses as I was when I was fourteen. I go from male to female and back to male then back to female. Right now I am with a male.

Part of me needs the male, his cock in me. I've tried all three holes and the easiest is vagina first, the second easiest is anal and the hardest is mouth fucked. He can fuck my vagina all day if he wants, turn me over and fuck my butt if he wants. It is when he shoves his cock down my throat that I go nuts. That's when I can't give him up.

With a girl, I can't call a women a women if I am sucking on her. I like tits. I always have. Tits drive me crazy, melon tits, big melon tits. I don't like bush, it is fine if all you are doing is looking but its not for eating. I like a girl to be smooth, easy smooth like a baby's bottom. I don't like vaginas that hang out all over the place, I am very visual and I like nice tucked up vaginas that you can open up like a flower and they are pink inside. That and melon tits. And a pretty face. I like to kiss a pretty girl. I am describing my girlfriend by the way. I did lick her butt on a dare from the man that shoves his cock down my throat.

I don't like being the bitch with a girl but I like being the bitch with the man. I like it. When he sends his cock down my throat I know that I am his bitch. Only a man's bitch would let him shove his cock down her throat. You get faced fucked and then you vomit? You have to be the bitch to do that. But with my girl it is more like same same. We are equals. We both make sure that we are clean down there, we like a nice clean looking pretty pussy. We are both very pink on the inside. I have melon tits too, not quite as big, but melon tits with big areolas and big nipples. She has nice neat brown nipples, perfect pencil eraser size nipples, just perfect to suck on.

We have this picture taken with a mirror, side by side. We are shoulder to shoulder, light brown hair to light brown hair, clear eyes, melon tits and woman hips with a nice clean slit. We could be sisters but we're not. We actually have very woman bodies. When I stand beside my man, I am way shorter or he is way taller, big broad shoulders, long legs, dark masculine face, dark eyes and a nice sized cock. Not big, not small, just right. I don't think I could swallow anything larger, but I have never tried so I don't know. I only swallow his cock anyway.

Sometimes we talk about getting on the bed and letting the chips fall where they may. Any hole in love and war. But the reality is that he wants me. He may start playing with her but in the end he wants me. And really she doesn't want him, she has done 'it', but she has girl pussy and tits on her mind. So it is kind of like this. She and I, me and him. But rarely she and him.

And I stay confused, girlfriend or boyfriend, male or female, man or woman, boy or girl. What am I? I love to kiss her and open her pretty pussy and eat her and I love to have him grab me and fuck me and turn me over and fuck me or grab my face and fuck me. He just has to fuck me. I need to get fucked, a lot. I'm a whiner if I don't get fucked. I definitely have to live with him. So my girlfriend of nine years lives with us. And we mess around. And I have to say it again, she has the best melon tits of any girl I know, including me. And her soft sweet little pussy is so much fun to eat. And to put my tongue on her butt hole to prove to her that I will do it. That's his fault, he dared me to do it and now it is 'our' thing, kiss her butt and that makes me her bitch.

We aren't bad people, if you know us in the daytime we are actually nice respectable people. Most people think she is my sister and lives with us, and he is a professional with a great career and I am actually a pretty good at my art. He and I are married. She is an add on. She writes poetry and takes care of us during the day while we are at work. We are just messed up when it comes time to get in the mood.