I have had sex since I was 14. Oral on the boys first, one or two would reciprocate, then I moved to full on intercourse, vaginal, and by the time I was 15 I was getting anal as well. I am now 37, have been with 22 men, and even 3 women. I don't include two times I tried gangbangs at one boyfriends insistence and then my first husband. That was an additional 11 men. I am divorced from my first husband and have a very understanding second husband. I have never enjoyed sex, that's why I tried with the other girls or women, and even when having oral done on me I don't orgasm. I have had a few, but only at my own ministrations and thanks to a very nice vibrator. I've had a lot of sex I think, and quite frankly I don't enjoy it. I shouldn't say that, I like it, I like the closeness, the feeling of being naked with another naked person with me, it feels good but I don't orgasm or really enjoy it the way most people do. I never have. I did it because the boys, and some girls, wanted me to do it. I take it in all places, and nothing is really off limits except certain things causing too much pain or blood.

Basically; I'm a dead lay as they say. I have given up after all these years in pretending I enjoy it, even faking orgasms, I basically lay there once a man is in side me and let him do it. In my butt or in my pussy, my mouth whatever they want, I give it to them. I've let men and women tie me up, spank me, even whip me, r**e me. i dress in any fashion one wants and do it all. But I've stopped pretending. Once inside me, front or back I lay there and let them take their pleasure, kissing IF they want. That is the reason my first husband left me, if was during our marriage that I stopped feigning pleasure and interest in our sex. My second husband knew upfront about me and what I'm like, I told him in advance that while I do anythign and everything, I don't enjoy it but he can have as much as he wants in any place or fashion he wants.

He'd never been able to have as much anal sex with a woman before, not as much as he wanted. About our 4th time together I rolled over and let him inside my butt. After that, he enjoyed it so much that I presented my butt time after time and for almost 3 months I got laid exclusively in my ass. My movements were affected, but I didn't care, I got used to it. After he got all he wanted he returned to my pussy, and my mouth was receiving constant attention. He likes to go down on me and lick me silly, that feels best and he really enjoys it. He eventually confessed that he likes a woman to do nothing, it makes him feel like it's all for him and there are no expectations for her pleasure, and with me there aren't. He likes being in control and taking a woman for his pleasure only. He gets this with me everytime, all the time. He comes home some days in the middle of the day before returning to work and tells me to strip, and totally naked he will have be lay down or bend over and takes whatever hole he wishes. Then he leaves, tells me not to dress or clean up during the day I when he returns whats left of his cum is running down my legs and drying up. He inspects my naked body, then tells me what to do. Sometimes it's to get into a short, sexy dress with no panties and no stockings, high heels, and he takes me out to a nice restaurant full of people with the dried cum on my legs, and some still leaking from my wet pussy or opened asshole.

I'm a dead lay, and it took me from 14 till 34 to find a man who likes me being that way.