My cousin and I never talk about it but we both know we had sex when we were teenagers. He was 17, I was 14 and what made it special was that it was the first sex I had with a guy. I always liked my cousin and even fingered myself thinking of him and never thought he'd be interested in me in a sexual way. I didn't have big tits or a nicely rounded butt like the girls he had made out with. My tits were two developing bumps with nipples that seem bigger than my breasts and a skinny body but a shapely one. I guess being so young sexually turned him on. Talking about things we shouldn't have been talking about ended up in admiting I was masturbating. I remember him kissing me, letting him slide his hand under my dress and telling me we could do it. Felt so stupid when I asked him were we could go and basically admiting I was ready to have sex with him. Told my Mom I was going to a birthday party after school and in stead went with him to one of his friends apartment. Told me his friend was out working, pulled out a key and walked in. I remember he took my clothes off, laid me on the floor, sucked my nipples hard as rocks and slowly worked his way down to my pussy saying how tight and wet I was, spreading it wide and mastubating me with his tongue. His sucking was driving me crazy and couldn't zpread my legs form him wider than I ready had them. It was fire works all they to an explosive orgasm that almost blew my mind. He was very soft and tender with me wben he knelt me down in front of his hard dick and asked me to open my mouth. I remember I had seen that in one of my Dad's girly videos and sucked him off as best I could. Told me to pull out if I didn't feel good about it but kept sucking because it made me horny to ende up with a face dripping with cum. I with we could have done it more times than just twice a month but that was the reason my parents never found out. I now have a boy friend, his married but always get the feeling he wants to fuck me again now that I'm not a virgin anymore.