I lost my virginity to some asshole when I was 14. I did not do that much sex after that but I would get a mad crush on some boy once in a while and all I thought about was my love object fucking me.

I graduated last spring and got a job immediately as a stock clerk. My immediate supervisor has movie star looks and a mouth watering body. He wears jeans and polos to work and his muscles rip under his clothes. I got a mad crush on him and did some foolish things, like leaving my panties on his desk with a card "from me" on it.

He ignored it. I finally confronted him and told him he could have what he wanted from me. He was quiet for a few minutes then said, "If we are both still here when you turn 21, I will fuck you until your eyes cross." It wasn't much to go on but I took it to heart and began to masturbate to my memory of his words. I can't wait until I'm 21.