I guess I am still bi but no one knows it. I've been married for 8 years, and she is very sexual, does anything and everything possible, and in any place possible. My sex life is very exciting but I still miss getting fucked in my ass. I was 19, my first job in New York, I got out of college early, and when I interviewed the owner who was very attractive, very fit said that he would fuck me, did I still want the job. He made it clear that he figured I wasn't gay, and that he was bi, but he didn't make it a condition of employment that I was going to get fucked. He said I would ask him to fuck me and he would oblige.

In the meantime I met his incredibly gorgeous wife, and couldn't believe that with this pussy, ass, mouth and those D cup tits that he would still fuck a guy. After a few months and many times being alone with him and no problems, we were the only ones at the office. I went to the toilet and was standing at the urinal and he came in and pulled out what can only be described as 2 beer cans stacked on top of one another. This was the biggest cock I'd ever seen. He left it out in the open, and I couldn't help but stare. "Hold it for me" he said. With a little more coaxing I did it. I could feel the pee coming out from this monster. I commented that I'd never seen one that big, and he said that once I have it I wouldn't want anyone else, they'd never "measure up". He took me to his office we had a couple of drinks with his cock hanging out, then he stripped completely. I told him I didn't want to, and he said that he knew I really did want to. I don't know why but I stripped and he looked me up and down, turned me around and played with my ass. I told him that I'd never done anything back there and that there was no way a cock that big could get in me.

"leave that to me" he said as he pulled me down onto his lap. He started sucking and pinching my nipples and it felt great. I couldn't believe it but I knew I couldn't get fucked by that monster. Soon I was getting my prostate massaged by 2 thick fingers, while he was jacking my little thing off with his other hand. My orgasm was the best I'd ever had, I shot all over the place. I told him again that he couldn't get that thing into me. He pushed me down on the floor and spread his legs and I got between them and tried my best to suck this thing. I licked, and jacked mostly, putting my mouth over it as much as i could. All he said was "This is the first step, I'm gonna fuck you". He warned me he was cumming and told me to put my mouth over the head and I swallowed as much as i could. I don't know if it was his size, the size of his balls, or what but he came so much it was incredible. What dripped out of my mouth I licked up and I swallowed it. He pulled me up on the couch as I laid on top of him my little cock against his growing set of beer cans. I drifted off a bit, came too as he woke me. "Tomorrow night we're checking into a hotel" I again told him that his cock wouldn't go into my virgin asshole. "It will, and it won't hurt, you'll end up begging me for it".

The next night at 7pm we checked into the sheraton with his arm around my waist like I was his girl/boy friend. Once there I sucked him again, he used his fingers on my prostate and jacked me. He gave me a muscle relaxer and I was feeling really good. I was naked on the bed, on my back with him on his knees feeding my willing mouth and hand his cock. He was lubing me I knew that, but didn't really feel it too much except when he'd hit my prostate, unknown to me it was with 3 fingers this time. He spread me finally, pulled up my knees as he got between my legs and after some discomfort and slow going, I could feel his cock hair pushing against my balls, and ass. He was inside me totally. I'd never felt anything like it. He fucked me for 30 minutes then shot that huge load inside me. He pulled out and I was gaping open, and his sperm was flowing out of me. I got up, emptied myself, and took a wash cloth out to clean him up. After a warm shower, I went back to bed and he was there, hard again. I got on top of him facing him and reached behind me to get his cock and put it in my ass. "Not yet, you're not ready" he said. I replied I was more than ready, and he said no. I literally begged him for his cock "Please fuck me". "NOW, you're ready he replied. He reminded me that I would be begging for hit like he told me 6 months before. Here I was the fucktoy, former virgin, of a married man.

He fucked me for about a year, then turned me out to 5 of his friends at different times. A couple had pretty big cocks but nothing like his. I kept going to his office begging him to fuck me. He finally consented but only at his house, in his bed, with his naked wife watching. He knew his wife got me hard all the time, and he knew she'd never fuck me if she knew I took it up the ass. I did it anyway.

I only fucked two other guys after that, one for a couple of months the other for about 9 months. I fucked a girl who was very adventurous, had a virgin butt,at least for a little while and was a bit demanding. She liked me to beg for it, especially to fuck her ass. We got married, but I still dream about the magic of having that huge cock moving in and out of me, making me orgasm from the inside and outside.