My original parents were divorced when I was young. My mother remarried a couple of years later. Growing up it was just the three of us. It was the normal household. I had plenty of friends, was on the honor roll, played sports etc.

Both my Mom and my stepfather had problems sleeping and took meds for it. Ambien I believe. I learned about this and it's strange side effects when I was 13 going on 14. I also learned that I could manipulate the situation when they were "under". Under is what I started calling it because they would take these pills and 20 minutes later they would be totally out of it and would never remember shit.

Throughout school I used this to my advantage by having them sign forms and say "yes" to stuff they would normally so no too and they had no recollection.

On many nights I would go into their room and the TV would be on lighting up the room. One of them would sometimes see me and get up to go to the bathroom not realizing they were totally nude. On the way back they would see me and come over to talk, hugging me and saying incoherent things.

I was starting to fill out and I certainly was starting to get a nice bush going but I could see my moms body and I could see what was in store for me. My little boobs would get bigger thankfully. She had a huge bush and I wasn't sure I wanted that. That was my first sighting of a penis too. My stepdad would be like hey are you looking for something? My eyes were glued to his penis. Now I know that it was regular size but then it seemed bigger. He'd hug me goodnight and it would touch me then he'd say can you turn off the tv and fell back into bed.

I found myself doing this more and more. It was causing new sensations in me and soon I learned about masturbation and how to do it. I swear I should be blind by now. Whoever said girls don't do it is full of shit.

one night I came in and the tv was on and they were lying over the covers and nude. I backed into a dark corner and watched for a while. When my mom would turn towards him her hand almost instinctively seemed to grab his penis. She would squeeze it and stroke it up and down for about 10 seconds then stop. In turn, his hands would almost always go to her boobs like they were great big magnets.

I got more daring after a while. I found that I could take her hand and put it on his penis and she would stroke it and he would mumble "that feels great sarah" I could put his hands on her pussy and he would fondle her too. I thought that I could get them to have sex but I wasn't able to get that to happen.

Although, one night when I came in they were not quite asleep yet and she was giving him a blowjob. The said hello as always but didn't stop. I walked to the bathroom and stayed in there for a few minutes and they apparently forgot all about me. I came out and watched him get behind her and have sex with her doggie style.

I kept getting more and more daring as time went on. Eventually, I got up the nerve to put my own hand on his penis. Just like every other time he calls sarah's name (my mom). It felt kind of soft and smooth and his balls felt heavy. I found it very interesting that he would be soft and I could make him hard.

I found out about the masturbation from the internet. So it didn't take long for me to see what happens when a guy cums.

I wanted to see this for myself and played with his thing to get it hard and after a couple of minutes I watched my first dick shooting off. It felt warm and gooey on my hand.

Fast forward six months. I had tried all kinds of stuff. I now was wondering could I simply whisper a command and they would act it out. One night I said in a deep voice. Sarah, please put your mouth on this. She didn't move so I helped by pushing her head in that direction and said it again. She just rolled over and started giving him a blowjob. After a couple minutes he made some sounds and I knew that he was actually cumming in someones mouth.

I tasted it myself one night and I thought it was strange by somehow good. On another night I talked to him like I was my mom. "let me suck you". He grabbed his dick and said ok. just like always, two minutes in and he came i my mouth just like moms. Having all that cum in your mouth at one time was totally different than tasting it with you fingertip. I grew to like it and am a swallower to this day.

I never did have the nerve to fuck him. I wanted to feel what my mom felt but I knew how girls go pregnant and I definitely would have ended up that way. This dog eventually had her day somewhere else with someone else.

I miss those days and it really has affected me. I am majoring in psychology and want to become a therapist and want to continue my testing to see if I can still manipulate people into fucking and doing whatever I command. I've started with my college roomy and her BF. So far...100% success rate. In the year and a half I've been here, I've watched a dozen people doing things they had no control over. This data could be skewed because we are in college and fucking in the same room or in from of people has become normal. My next patients will be ones that are virgins...yes, there are still some of those in college.

I have kept and recorded all of this data and will someday love to publish my findings.