Bi-Sexual Female / 30
In my mid twenties I was offered a job in the human resources department as a clerk. It paid more than my job as an admin assistant so I took it. I maneuvered around in human resources and I found a talent for recruiting and I was assigned to recruiting non professional staff. Behind the scenes I was the girl that the head man was seeing on the side. It was very quiet, very careful.
He needed an assistant in his department to help out his Executive Secretary because she had been given more duties. He asked me to find a girl who wanted to work part time. I had met a girl several months before at a party for a mutual friend of ours and I called her and asked her to stop by and I felt my instincts were right, she was finishing her degree and she was working part time in sales and an office jobs with regular hours that paid more was up her alley. The truth is that I remembered her because I liked her from the day we met and always felt that she was good people for the company, but she was getting a professional degree so I didn't pursue anything with her.
When I presented her to our boss he looked at her resume and told me that she was good for the moment but as soon as she got her degree she was going to leave for a better job. She was a good find but not a long term prospect for him. It happened that later that night he came to see me and I was still upset that he had turned her down and that night I wasn't a very happy girl. I begged him to hire her for me, I would look after her and after she got a degree I would find a spot for her in the company, but to let me have her. He agreed but he told me she was on my shoulders and I had to look after her and make her a keeper, if she left he was going to be upset with me.
When I offered her the job I was so disappointed because she said she would take it but she wasn't enthusiastic. But I had asked for her and now I had to do something. She worked well with the Executive Assistant and she got her work done on time, she was a good fit. I asked her to lunch several times but she was always in a hurry and one night I cried about it with my boss. He told me I was a fool for letting my sentiments get in the way of business. It took me a while before I got what he had just said and I asked him if his sentiments for me had gotten in the way of business. But he said I was different, I was not just a sentiment.
Several days later at the office he asked me if I was still hurt because my find wasn't paying attention to me. I told him I was, and he bent over and kissed me which was the first time he kissed me at the office and told me that he would see what he could do. He called us in and told us that he had a project and he wanted us both to work on it, he was planning an executive retreat and he needed a nice place, quiet and somewhat out of the way and he wanted us to find a place and get back to him with suggestions. If we didn't see it he didn't want to hear about it.
So for the next several weeks we went and saw a bunch of restaurants and hotels and clubs. We were at this club and her hand brushed against mine and my heart raced and I grabbed her hand for just a second. After the sales lady left to get some papers she turned to me and told me that since she had gone to work with us I was after her and she was not one of those girls, she didn't sleep with girls full time or part time. I must have looked bad because she immediately told me not to feel so bad, I had to have been rejected before.
In the car as we drove back to the office I told her that I was sorry, I didn't know what had overcome me, I had never felt anything like that before, it is just that since I had met her at that party I wanted her to be my friend. She repeated that she wasn't interested in any form of a relationship with another girl. To prove to her that I wasn't interested either I told her that I was in a relationship with a man and she drug out of me that I was in a relationship with our boss. From the moment I told her my life ended, I got sick at the stomach and asked her to swear to me that she would never tell.
She didn't tell, but from that day on she and I had this special relationship. She didn't mind so much being around me and on more than one occasion she stood so close to me that our shoulders rubbed and when she said hello or goodbye she rubbed my cheek with hers. At the last hotel we went to she got bored with the catering manager who was taking us around and she took me by the hand and we left. In the car she turned to me and she put her hand over my hands which were on my lap and asked me if that is what I wanted, for her to be affectionate with me. I didn't answer to she demanded that I answer, did I or did I not want her to be affectionate with me? If I said yes to kiss her if I said no then she was going to quit her job and move on.
I was 27 years old and she was 23 that afternoon. I did kiss her and I confessed to our boss that I had kissed her and he was all over me to explain to him why I was doing that. I didn't know why and I still don't know why I need to be close with her, but I need to be close with her. She graduated with her degree in Finance and I found her a job in the Accounting department, a boring job in the Accounting department. I continue to spend time with him, which I look forward to, but I can no longer give him my undivided attention. Somehow, when I get home I am looking for someone else now, someone younger closer to my age, who works in Accounting.
He needed an assistant in his department to help out his Executive Secretary because she had been given more duties. He asked me to find a girl who wanted to work part time. I had met a girl several months before at a party for a mutual friend of ours and I called her and asked her to stop by and I felt my instincts were right, she was finishing her degree and she was working part time in sales and an office jobs with regular hours that paid more was up her alley. The truth is that I remembered her because I liked her from the day we met and always felt that she was good people for the company, but she was getting a professional degree so I didn't pursue anything with her.
When I presented her to our boss he looked at her resume and told me that she was good for the moment but as soon as she got her degree she was going to leave for a better job. She was a good find but not a long term prospect for him. It happened that later that night he came to see me and I was still upset that he had turned her down and that night I wasn't a very happy girl. I begged him to hire her for me, I would look after her and after she got a degree I would find a spot for her in the company, but to let me have her. He agreed but he told me she was on my shoulders and I had to look after her and make her a keeper, if she left he was going to be upset with me.
When I offered her the job I was so disappointed because she said she would take it but she wasn't enthusiastic. But I had asked for her and now I had to do something. She worked well with the Executive Assistant and she got her work done on time, she was a good fit. I asked her to lunch several times but she was always in a hurry and one night I cried about it with my boss. He told me I was a fool for letting my sentiments get in the way of business. It took me a while before I got what he had just said and I asked him if his sentiments for me had gotten in the way of business. But he said I was different, I was not just a sentiment.
Several days later at the office he asked me if I was still hurt because my find wasn't paying attention to me. I told him I was, and he bent over and kissed me which was the first time he kissed me at the office and told me that he would see what he could do. He called us in and told us that he had a project and he wanted us both to work on it, he was planning an executive retreat and he needed a nice place, quiet and somewhat out of the way and he wanted us to find a place and get back to him with suggestions. If we didn't see it he didn't want to hear about it.
So for the next several weeks we went and saw a bunch of restaurants and hotels and clubs. We were at this club and her hand brushed against mine and my heart raced and I grabbed her hand for just a second. After the sales lady left to get some papers she turned to me and told me that since she had gone to work with us I was after her and she was not one of those girls, she didn't sleep with girls full time or part time. I must have looked bad because she immediately told me not to feel so bad, I had to have been rejected before.
In the car as we drove back to the office I told her that I was sorry, I didn't know what had overcome me, I had never felt anything like that before, it is just that since I had met her at that party I wanted her to be my friend. She repeated that she wasn't interested in any form of a relationship with another girl. To prove to her that I wasn't interested either I told her that I was in a relationship with a man and she drug out of me that I was in a relationship with our boss. From the moment I told her my life ended, I got sick at the stomach and asked her to swear to me that she would never tell.
She didn't tell, but from that day on she and I had this special relationship. She didn't mind so much being around me and on more than one occasion she stood so close to me that our shoulders rubbed and when she said hello or goodbye she rubbed my cheek with hers. At the last hotel we went to she got bored with the catering manager who was taking us around and she took me by the hand and we left. In the car she turned to me and she put her hand over my hands which were on my lap and asked me if that is what I wanted, for her to be affectionate with me. I didn't answer to she demanded that I answer, did I or did I not want her to be affectionate with me? If I said yes to kiss her if I said no then she was going to quit her job and move on.
I was 27 years old and she was 23 that afternoon. I did kiss her and I confessed to our boss that I had kissed her and he was all over me to explain to him why I was doing that. I didn't know why and I still don't know why I need to be close with her, but I need to be close with her. She graduated with her degree in Finance and I found her a job in the Accounting department, a boring job in the Accounting department. I continue to spend time with him, which I look forward to, but I can no longer give him my undivided attention. Somehow, when I get home I am looking for someone else now, someone younger closer to my age, who works in Accounting.
