I dream about my younger self being fucked all the time. I was so curious about sex, especially when I turned 7. Before that I was fascinated by peeing, and I would try peeing in creative places like behind trees, and I would take little toys into my bed to pee into them. After I turned 7 is when I started to learn about sex, but I was very hard because my parents would never talk to me about it, and acted like it was something bad or evil because if it ever came on TV they would freak out and make us leave the room. This only made me more curious, so I would sneak my dad's movies into my room at night and watch all the sex scenes. Eventually (11 years old) we got a computer and I discovered porn, and I watched it whenver I got a chance. I especially liked old man/ younger woman porn. I've always had a thing for older men, because my dad never paid any attention to me. I was never m****ted, but it was not for lack of trying on my part. I'm glad I was never taken advantage of but whenever I fuck my husband now I call him daddy and imagine him fucking the horny little freak that was me like she wanted. I don't really mention it to him because I don't want to freak him out. I told him about it once or twice and he humored me, but I'm scared if he knew how much I fantasize like that he would freak out.