Sex Confession #41883 | Adult Confessions

- My Cheating Heart -

Straight Female / 26

I hope this is the right platform to do this because it's eating me alive and I don't know who I can tell it's not a long drawn out story which seems to be most of these posts or confessions I've read here but it's mt truth and my dirty secret I've been in a long term relationship and I can't stop cheating as much as I try I always end up doing it rarely with the same man either besides one or two of the guys I've cheated with who I see frequently at meetings and one at work they all know I have a boyfriend too if I see a guy I'm attracted to I just go into a trance but I'm honest and tell them it's just sex I have a boyfriend and I'm upfront but sometimes it really weighs on me what a really shitty person I am but it's not enough to stop me and the worst part is sex with my boyfriend is great always had been I just like to get fucked and I like to suck dick it's reallt that simple nothing more nothing less ever since I was a teenager and started having sex I couldn't get enough it's gotten so bad that I've missed important events because I was out fucking some stranger I met on the street or on a subway or in a bar or at the store or a customer at my job you name it why am I so fucked up?

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# 41883 - by Anonymous / October 13, 2018

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by Anonymous on Oct 14, 2018 at 6:07 PM

Slut.

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by Anonymous on Oct 14, 2018 at 8:08 PM

Damn girl, how many guys have you sampled?

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by Anonymous on Oct 14, 2018 at 8:23 PM

You need to find a man who can satisfy you. One man. He's out there. Maybe youre looking in the wrong places.

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by Anonymous on Oct 14, 2018 at 10:36 PM

#1 fuck you if a guy can sleep around why is a girl the slut? Because someone likes to fuck doesn't make them a slut get your affairs in order I'm assuming you don't get laid much

#2 do people really count their partners? I'd lie if I gave you a number it's a lot maybe I'll count the next month and get back to you

#3 no I've had plenty of men satisfy me women too but I don't like that as much it's not so much lack of satisfaction as it is I just love sex everything about it and I love the fact that I'm a woman who has great assets and can have what I want when I want it's way easier for us then it is you guys and if you try to rebut with satisfy my emotional and financial or other needs I'm sorry but I've had and still have that too bottom line is I like to fuck and get fucked before I'm old and no one wants to sleep with me anymore

by Anonymous on Oct 15, 2018 at 12:26 AM

I know exactly what you mean. I have always found it impossible not to cheat and it is just because I like sex. It is always exciting with someone new or the buzz of doing something you are not supposed to. So I fully understand and know the guilt that goes with it. So you are not a slut just a human with imperfections like the rest of us!

by Anonymous on Oct 15, 2018 at 12:51 AM

You need to fuck an older man. Let him tongue fuck your anus and pussy from behind.
Feel that tongue deep in your anus.
That should help.

by Anonymous on Oct 15, 2018 at 9:06 AM

Hot. Ever been with a relative? Been gang banged?

by Anonymous on Oct 15, 2018 at 10:56 PM

#7 that's fucking sick I never have been with a relative I've had a few threesomes but never a gangbang and that's really not my thing

#6 I've been with plenty older guys a few with 25+ years on me and I'm into anal and having my ass are too so nice try

#5 thank you for understanding but I'm assuming you're a guy because most women don't admit they cheat because of the asshole comment from the #1 post we're wrong if we do it but it's OK for men to sleep around sure it is

by Anonymous on Oct 16, 2018 at 12:53 PM

There are attention whores and regular whores. Which type are you?

Do you dress sexy to provoke a reaction? Are you careless about flashing skin? Is the core turn on the sex itself or the rush of being desired so much you can get random guys you pick to forget their wives and girlfriends long enough to bed you?

In short, do you see the need as physical (as in, oh god if I don't get fucked soon I'll scream) or is it more mental and predatory (as in, he's hot, I wonder if I can get him to fuck me)?

While I've no doubt the orgasms and variety are fun I think you need to look closer at your motives.

Are the men you pick up of a particular physical type? Big bodies, big bulges?

Or is it more mental? Does a confident guy with the nerve to make a play for you fulfill your need for attention and gets some hot pussy as a reward?

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by Anonymous on Oct 16, 2018 at 5:17 PM

#9 that was a lot i don't seek attention but when it comes my way i enjoy it what girl doesn't I wouldn't say I flash skin but at times I definitely show my best features clothed it's definitely the turn on of the sex itself but I like the fact If it's a married man or a guy in a relationship that they are fucking me instead but a single guy is just as good it's both physical need and mental need I don't have a particular type just not flat out ugly guys there has to be attraction

by Anonymous on Oct 16, 2018 at 8:45 PM

You cannot feel bad about something that feels oh so good

I have been fucking total strangers for years behind my husband back he has no clue

Strangers are safer cause they can never tell opposed to people that may get hurt when they realize it was just a fuck or blowjob and try to expose you to your partner

Besides nothing hotter than a quick fuck with someone you just met and do not really know makes it even more wild usually from my experiences I am 43 and been married since I was 29

I have been cheating basically since we got together at 22 it just is something kinky and I do not ever give it up

Not to mention it spices up my sex life with my hubby him not knowing i just may have got fucked earlier then him being in me is an incredible rush of satisfaction

by Anonymous on Oct 16, 2018 at 8:49 PM

I guess the base question is whether you consider yourself predator or prey. Do you actively come on to strange guys or wait for them to make the first move?

When things get rolling, do you sort of go along for the ride? Suck when they say suck? Drop to your knees and pull out their cocks when they put hands on your shoulders? Or do you take the initiative? Grab their dicks through their pants and go to your knees on your own?

Do you fuck or get fucked?

I know it can sometimes be a thin line, but the mindset is very different.

Short version, are you submissive to the men you bed or do you see it as more of a meeting of equals?

by Anonymous on Oct 16, 2018 at 11:51 PM

#12 I usually initiate the actual sex if I see a guy checking me out or he keeps looking at me I start to casually flirt see where he's going what he's doing and basically throw it out that I'm free to hang out for however long it is I actually have at the given time I don't ever ask if they are married or have a boyfriend they usually admit it themselves after I tell them I have a boyfriend at home that this is just sex and that's it I'll start kissing them make the move once we get to the house or car or wherever we go and I'll just start going for it once we are in the actual act though I like to be submissive I like to be choked and fucked hard I like to get my ass fucked and I don't like to look either I usually close my eyes unless they tell me to open them I will look though when I am taking the dick in my mouth cause that really gets me hot seeing them look at me back with their dick in my mouth don't get it wrong at times I wanna get on top and ride too usually only if he's weighing me down or not hitting the right spots though so I guess it's a cross between submissive and sometimes equal but to get stated I'm usually the aggressor

by Anonymous on Oct 16, 2018 at 11:54 PM

#12 and I always grab the dick and start sucking on my own I love giving blowjobs and I love swallowing but don't mind the occasional facial or tit shot when it comes it depends on my mood and if I really want to even get the dick out of my mouth sometimes I'll keep sucking even after they cum

by Anonymous on Oct 17, 2018 at 9:55 AM

So it's a really mixed bag. It does sound like you're the aggressor on the front end. Most guys, particularly attached ones, are content to stare and play the what if game with themselves in a public setting where they don't expect to get lucky. But a whole lot of them will be up for it if a pretty woman makes it plain that she'll drop her panties for them with no strings attached.

If you truly want to break the cycle you'll have to practice some self control and ignore the guys undressing you with their eyes. If you do that simple thing ninety percent of these encounters never happen. The other ten percent are likely guys that come on to you because they're constantly searching for the next notch on their bedpost and will hit on any attractive woman they see.

For some reason, I think you already know this and don't have the desire to fix something you enjoy, sort of like the thirty year smokers that keep lighting up long after family and friends have urged them to quit. Free advice is worth what you paid for it, but there's mine.

Now for pure entertainment purposes, what is your personal record for the most men serviced in a day? Were they individual encounters or a group? Ever pick up two guys at the same time?

by Anonymous on Oct 17, 2018 at 12:22 PM

#15 one time I was with 2 guys at once and then the guy I was dating later that night the most men I was ever with at the same time is 4 but one basically just stood and watched while I was being shared by the other 3 and I am not really sure I want to stop I kind of like where I'm at at the end I let the guy who really didn't participate finish on my chest though which was actually more exciting than I thought after getting fucked by one guy while sucking the other guy off and jerking the 3rd guy while he played with my tits they were all actually friends and I was beyond drunk that was years and years ago though I was only 20 at the time recently though I was with the 2 guys at once and then my boyfriend later on they actually came on to me they knew a guy I had slept with and heard after we fucked that I'm rather kinky so they hit me up on an all I use and asked if I ever had taken 2 guys at once I lied and said I never had but it sounded hot and met them at some sleazy apartment of the one guy but when I got back and later my boyfriend got home from work my and wanted to have sex I was kind of tired but let him fuck me anyway sometimes I have no clue honestly how he can't tell my pussy is beaten up it's weird actually that he doesn't know

by Anonymous on Oct 17, 2018 at 2:26 PM

Did the two guys who considered you freaky DP you? Or did they spit roast you? They take more than one turn apiece?

by Anonymous on Oct 17, 2018 at 6:44 PM

Have you ever humiliated your boyfriend by talking on the phone/texting him while yo're getting fucked?

by Anonymous on Oct 22, 2018 at 4:36 AM

OP, Are you having any luck in toning down your impulse to cheat?

by Anonymous on Oct 23, 2018 at 2:48 PM

Can I join you I'm not single and would definitely be interested xx

by Anonymous on Oct 24, 2018 at 3:07 PM

You need a partner who understands and loves this about you. Someone who will love and cherish you for the sexual creature that you are. I used to get jealous about my partners showing even the slightest interest in someone else, but then I fell in love with a woman who is much like you. She patiently opened me up to a new way of understanding sex and relationships. Ultimately, we ended up moving away from each other but I still love women who are in touch with their sexuality to the extend you are. Some people call them sluts, but I love them!

by Anonymous on Nov 23, 2022 at 10:04 AM

So here's a far out answer. Let's say we return to this reality multiple times before we truly live the whole human experience. And you are making up for past lives where you were repeatedly denied a normal sexual life. Let's say you were forced into a convent, or were a social reject that never got laid, or was forced into a loveless sterile marriage, all these whole lifetimes one after the other. And now you are a free person with a healthy body and your soul is making up for all the human contact and sexual experience that you were denied in the past. Don't feel guilty! Live your life to the fullest. Hopefully don't let this take charge of your life either. Be aware, be kind, be in control.

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