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My Family
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Straight Female / 26
I am a second generation Mexican American. I was born here and have a birth certificate, social security card, and all of my papers. I also have a high school diploma and I have an associates degree. My mother does not have papers and she does not have an education. My father was a man that worked with my mother cleaning offices after she got here. I don't know him, he lives in California now. She doesn't understand the work I do at the hospital. I met an Anglo man at the hospital, got married and got pregnant and have a one year old son.
What my mother doesn't understand is that I don't like being a Mexican. I don't like speaking Spanish, not that I speak it, I know words but I do not speak it. My last name now is Anglo, not Smith but definitely Anglo. I don't want my son to know that his mother is Mexican and I don't take him to see my mother. I don't like going to her neighborhood and I don't like talking to the people I grew up with. I stay away.
She is sick so I met her at the hospital with my half sister. I didn't feel anything, nothing. She was just like the hundreds of people I see at a hospital. I know that what she has is incurable, there are medications to help her but she won't get better. I should feel something but I don't.
Lately I have become very hot, I need to have sex with my husband. I used to not be hot, I had sex with him out of commitment but not because I wanted to have sex. Now I need to have sex. I have never felt this before, I had never been hot. I never sucked his dick before, but now I want to suck his dick and get him hard and have sex. He is reserved and he is holding back. I don't understand why I got hot all of a sudden.
I know that my husband and me will have to pay for my mother's funeral when she dies. My half sister doesn't make enough money. My husband doesn't want to pay but we have to. I told my half sister to take my mother back to Mexico, let her live there with her family who can take care of her. We can send money to help. But we can't take care of her here.
I was named Angela Maria but I go by Angie, I never use my full given name.
What my mother doesn't understand is that I don't like being a Mexican. I don't like speaking Spanish, not that I speak it, I know words but I do not speak it. My last name now is Anglo, not Smith but definitely Anglo. I don't want my son to know that his mother is Mexican and I don't take him to see my mother. I don't like going to her neighborhood and I don't like talking to the people I grew up with. I stay away.
She is sick so I met her at the hospital with my half sister. I didn't feel anything, nothing. She was just like the hundreds of people I see at a hospital. I know that what she has is incurable, there are medications to help her but she won't get better. I should feel something but I don't.
Lately I have become very hot, I need to have sex with my husband. I used to not be hot, I had sex with him out of commitment but not because I wanted to have sex. Now I need to have sex. I have never felt this before, I had never been hot. I never sucked his dick before, but now I want to suck his dick and get him hard and have sex. He is reserved and he is holding back. I don't understand why I got hot all of a sudden.
I know that my husband and me will have to pay for my mother's funeral when she dies. My half sister doesn't make enough money. My husband doesn't want to pay but we have to. I told my half sister to take my mother back to Mexico, let her live there with her family who can take care of her. We can send money to help. But we can't take care of her here.
I was named Angela Maria but I go by Angie, I never use my full given name.
