You haven't given me the special attention you normally do and it was nice, my mind was more clear, and yet I still missed your little touches. You gave me a extra good hug today, it was nice. And yet again I find myself with a wondering mind, I'm not sure which I prefer.

I brought my family in a few times, I do think I was right about how you feel about me. When you saw my family I think you felt guilty, so your secret touches stopped. I thought you were going to hold my hand today, it was only my wrist. I think we had a moment. I think you missed our subtle touches too.

Sometimes I think you read my posts on here, but I think most people who post here have similar thoughts.