Yeah, this is kind of really bad. At the time my family and my mother's sister family lived next door. I was fourteen and my girl cousin was twelve. We were kidding around and I just wanted to see her tits. She didn't want to show me so I got on top of her and worked until I got her top off over her head and pushed her baby bra off her tits. They were milky white little tits with big brown nipples that stood out. I got to feeling the need and I pulled her pants off until I got to her pussy. I had never seen a pussy and she had stopped fighting me. I got my pants down and put my dick against her pussy and after getting on her I got her fucked with her legs open. It was my first real ejaculation and I couldn't get enough of it in her.

She had a baby and her mother adopted the baby as her own and we went on with our lives, but she was always my girlfriend. For the first several years I wasn't allowed to be with her but when we were seventeen and fifteen, we were watching our girl and she just looked so good I got on her back and after fighting her got my dick in her from behind. After I got off she turned to me and put her finger in my face and told me that I couldn't do that because we weren't married. But we did it anyway, after that we did it anyway, all the time.

Getting married was a huge thing, everyone had an opinion, from one of my uncles saying it was wrong and that is why we should have been separated after she got pregnant to our grandmother that said we were married anyway and no one can stop two people from coming together. She voted to go ahead and get the judge to give permission and let us get married. Her vote counted more than anyone else's and we had this private ceremony, not in the church but at her house and we got married, I was eighteen and she was sixteen.

We are now totally on our own, our daughter is going to go to college and we have another couple of kids. She says she doesn't remember all that stuff of when I first got her naked but I do. I remember her little tits and her naked pussy when I pulled her pants off laying on the carpet on the living room floor. I can feel fucking her that day. She doesn't like getting stripped and exposed but I like to expose her for me, stripping her naked and just looking at her on the bed. Her tits are bigger now and she has three kids, but her nipples just wants to make me suck them and her pussy is right there under her light brown hair. She has never been a girl with a heavy bush, her pubes are light and soft and I can see her pussy, especially when I make her open her legs a little.

My cousin, who is my wife, was the prettiest of all the girl cousins and still is. I get this urge to get on her, to strip her and look at her, I have to do it. She doesn't understand as if having looked at her yesterday takes away the need to look at her today. I get her wagging finger and she threatens me with my daughter but I told my daughter, one guy looks at her like that and I am going to make sure he never looks at her again.