I saw something on line which stated that a certain area in town was a "stroll" for gay sex. I had no idea what that was. I found that it's where guys pick up other guys to pay them for sex. I've fantasized for years about sucking off a guy. I'm straight except for the fantasy of giving head which research has shown is a common fantasy not often acted out on. So out of curiosity, I drove by this "stroll" and saw no one there that looked remotely interested in sex. I started going by regularly. Finally saw a few people out who appeared to be Asian men dressed as women who were obviously selling sex. Next time I saw mostly women or guys dressed as women.

I stopped going by but then one day in broad day light I drove through for another reason. There were two guys standing on a corner. One was a short white guy about 30 and the other a tall black guy about 25. When I stopped at the stop sign I saw the black guy looking at me. He pulled down the top of his shorts exposing a huge cock. He wasn't erect but was still huge. I stared for a few seconds then went. I drove around the block and he showed me his dick again. The next time around, he was on the other side of the street and he just opened my car door and got in. He pulled out his dick and said I could suck it if I paid him a tribute. I asked how much tribute. He said I should decide. I pulled out a hundred. He said ok and had me park behind a strip joint which was around the corner. He pulled down his shorts and leaned back and said go ahead.

I fulfilled my fantasy. I sucked this guy off. Took a long time. I did everything I had dreamed of doing with a cock in my mouth all those years. Unfortunately, after the first few minutes my lust was replaced with boredom. Turns out the fantasy was way better than the reality. Even though I could have stopped at any time, I continued for some reason feeling I should finish. When he finally came I swallowed his cum and cleaned him up thereby closing out my fantasy. Then dropped him off on his corner.

That was the one and only cock I ever sucked. Afterward I started to feel sick about it. Sick that I'd given in and sucked the guy off and that I'd paid for the privilege. Admittedly, I did enjoy it while I was doing at first before the boredom set in and I liked that I was able to make him cum but then I just wished that I'd kept it a fantasy.

I used to think I was bisexual because of all the fantasies I had but the reality turned out to be something different. I found out the hard way I'm not bi I was just a guy who let curiosity get the better of him. I stopped fantasizing about cocks after this. Just women now.