So much happens when you are growing up poor. I was old enough the first time I caught my mother having sex with this man, he was on top of her pushing in and out and his hairy butt crack opened when he shoved in. I watched until he went out and my mother got him off and his condom had slipped off in her. She was pretty upset. He paid her and he walked past me to leave. My mother counted the money and put it in her purse and went into the bathroom to wash herself, I watched while she squatted in the bathtub and flipped water up with her hand.

When she got dressed I was sitting on the bed and she pushed me back and pushed her finger into my crotch until she found my vagina and she said a dick felt a lot better. That night when I was in bed she came over and pulled my panties to one side and pushed her finger all the way inside my vagina and finger fucked me. After she took her finger out she kissed me on the forehead and said I had to learn. She had lots of johns come to the house but she never let one fuck me, they only fucked her. She never let them eat her, but she sucked them off, it was extra to fuck and it was extra for tits.

I got to the time when I got my period and she taught me how to insert a tampon. I was the only girl in my grade who used a tampon, all the other girls were still on pads. The thing was, my mother really liked to touch her pussy, she would rub herself real hard with her hand, find her clit with her finger and feel herself up until she had an orgasm. Sometimes she would lay on her back and she would use a real hot washcloth and then press down hard on her clit and fingered herself to come.

When I went to high school I had to change schools and I met this girl there and I got a mini crush. I told my mother and she told me that it was better that way, if not some jerk was going to knock me up so keep on having a crush on a girl. One night, I was in the tenth grade, she asked me if I had licked that girl's pussy yet. I told her I didn't have a crush on her anymore and she said to me that the only thing she really liked was being able to eat pussy and making out with a girl. Except for the time she got knocked up she never had sex with a man who didn't pay his way. She dated Olivia, the woman who worked with her at the hospital. She wanted me to find me a girl, a girl who likes to eat pussy and don't let go of her and don't let any jerk knock me up.

By that time she wasn't getting that many johns, maybe one every other week. She had her job at the hospital and she said she and Olivia decided they didn't want to fuck guys anymore.

I left home when I turned 18 and had finished high school and went off with a couple of friends. We went to Chicago and then to New York. We did jobs like working in the back at restaurants, or cleaning. One jerk tried to get to me but I pushed him off and told him I didn't do guys, I was strictly into girls. One of the girls who was working at that restaurant that night came over to me and asked me if she had heard me right, that I was into girls. She was half Chinese and half Puerto Rican and she told me that maybe we could go out, she thought I was pretty.

It was my first girl date and my first time getting pussy. I went straight for it, I went all in. It took a while for the girl to calm me down and get me up to her for kissing and hugging and to spend some time with out tits. I liked it from the moment I tried it. I confessed to the girl and told her it was my first time but I had always wanted it that way. She was excited to take my virginity. On your first time you always fall in love and I wasn't any different. I was going to turn 19 and she was 28 and she was from across the bridge.

When I told my mother than I had a real girlfriend and that we got down she was happy. I listened to her and never let a jerk get to me, I learned to tell guys I was a lesbian and I didn't need anyone trying to change me. While I was dating my first girlfriend we went to a party and we sat on a couch watching this guy hump this girl in the chair in front of us. To me he looked like he had a big dick and she had a small pussy, it looked like that but his dick went all the way and came all the way out and went all the way in again. I got an orgasm from watching.

We went home and ate pussy all night long.

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