Bi-Sexual Male / 47
To get this out front, I am in the closet with respect to my dark habit.
I graduated from a recognized engineering school and got a job with a recognized equipment manufacturer. After training and shadowing an inspector I went out into the field to inspect installations. After five years I was given a promotion and one of my jobs was to vet vendors.
I went to this vendor's plant, they had been trying to get in for the longest time. I got the tour and I was allowed to go over the samples that they had pulled off the line (at our request and we selected the samples), and quite frankly the samples were barely passable, they passed technically but I was not satisfied that they had the procedures in place to ensure that they could meet my company's requirements.
The plant manager took me out to dinner, which was a violation in itself of my job. How he knew I don't know but his hand was on my knee and he rubbed my thigh and I fought between disgust and desire, he was very close to me I could almost feel that he was going to kiss me, we bought drinks and we talked about everything but the job, when we left for a quiet spot for a drink he walked with me with his arm around my shoulder. We went to this obscure bar that was mostly empty, we sat in a booth across from each other, he asked to see my college ring and played with my hand. The waiter asked the plant manager if he had a new boyfriend and he said not yet. My head was going everywhere, I wanted to run but I sat there while he held my hand across the table, the conversation was all about growing up and then he got up and came around and sat beside me with his arm around my shoulder and said something like 'give us a kiss'. It was then, like all of a suden my vision cleared that I saw two men kissing and grinding against each other against the wall across from the dance floor. It wasn't one kiss it was several with his hand in my lap, I just let him and held his hand tight on my lap.
I don't remember when he said we should leave, we walked back to his car and we drove to a townhouse. I was getting sober and I got cold feet and inside he got angry with me for leading him on telling me that when we were at the bar I was enjoying myself and now I was going all straight on him. He moved in and grabbed me hard with his hand and asked me if I liked that because he sure did and he wanted it right then. My resistance fell apart as he kissed me and he got my pants loose and grabbed my naked cock with his hand and we went back into his bedroom.
He got me undressed as he undressed and we stood naked in front of each other as he rubbed my chest and then grabbed my cock and told me to grab his cock and while we held each other he kissed me some more. His mouth on my cock and when I put my mouth on his cock I just let everything happen. We ended up with him having sex with me and having me sleep with him. Up till that day I had never touched another man, kissed another man, sucked another man, much less allowing another man to have anal sex with me.
I authorized his company as supplier. The rejection rates for their product was double any other supplier and they were released because of quality control and my work was reviewed and I was found to have been negligent in my assessment and I was given the opportunity to leave. I was twenty eight.
I moved for a job, for a much lower level employer, I met a girl there and after a short courtship we got married and in a couple of years she had started our family. I can't say I forgot about my night with the plant manager, I guess you suppress it as an experience and try to forget. Until one lunch when I had gone across the street to this small restaurant and I was eating alone, the place was full and this man asked if he could join me and the whole thing started again. We stayed way past the normal lunch crowd, he was in town looking at some real estate locations for his company, he was staying at long term motel and feeling obligated I asked him if he had time we could meet for dinner one night so he didn't have to eat alone.
I met him and we went to an Italian place in town, it was a typical business dinner, but then I asked him if he was up to getting a drink and I took him to this small place I had heard about but had never been and somewhere along the line I must have looked at him in the right way and we ended up going up to his room and I acted out all my pent up desire, I wanted him to fuck me so bad that he said that even if he didn't top he would give it a shot and we had sex.
My behavior with him gave me chills later on, I sat in my car for a while before getting up the nerve to go into my house. A feeling I have had many more times over the years, I can say it is always a one night stand, always with a traveler I meet by accident, I can start a conversation and I touch hands or legs and if I get a positive response one out of three chance of getting some cock and if the situation is right ending up having sex. I can read the situation, somehow I know when to act. My territory is the various hotel motels where businessmen stay. Nothing downtown, strictly where you can drive up in your car and avoid the front desk.
I graduated from a recognized engineering school and got a job with a recognized equipment manufacturer. After training and shadowing an inspector I went out into the field to inspect installations. After five years I was given a promotion and one of my jobs was to vet vendors.
I went to this vendor's plant, they had been trying to get in for the longest time. I got the tour and I was allowed to go over the samples that they had pulled off the line (at our request and we selected the samples), and quite frankly the samples were barely passable, they passed technically but I was not satisfied that they had the procedures in place to ensure that they could meet my company's requirements.
The plant manager took me out to dinner, which was a violation in itself of my job. How he knew I don't know but his hand was on my knee and he rubbed my thigh and I fought between disgust and desire, he was very close to me I could almost feel that he was going to kiss me, we bought drinks and we talked about everything but the job, when we left for a quiet spot for a drink he walked with me with his arm around my shoulder. We went to this obscure bar that was mostly empty, we sat in a booth across from each other, he asked to see my college ring and played with my hand. The waiter asked the plant manager if he had a new boyfriend and he said not yet. My head was going everywhere, I wanted to run but I sat there while he held my hand across the table, the conversation was all about growing up and then he got up and came around and sat beside me with his arm around my shoulder and said something like 'give us a kiss'. It was then, like all of a suden my vision cleared that I saw two men kissing and grinding against each other against the wall across from the dance floor. It wasn't one kiss it was several with his hand in my lap, I just let him and held his hand tight on my lap.
I don't remember when he said we should leave, we walked back to his car and we drove to a townhouse. I was getting sober and I got cold feet and inside he got angry with me for leading him on telling me that when we were at the bar I was enjoying myself and now I was going all straight on him. He moved in and grabbed me hard with his hand and asked me if I liked that because he sure did and he wanted it right then. My resistance fell apart as he kissed me and he got my pants loose and grabbed my naked cock with his hand and we went back into his bedroom.
He got me undressed as he undressed and we stood naked in front of each other as he rubbed my chest and then grabbed my cock and told me to grab his cock and while we held each other he kissed me some more. His mouth on my cock and when I put my mouth on his cock I just let everything happen. We ended up with him having sex with me and having me sleep with him. Up till that day I had never touched another man, kissed another man, sucked another man, much less allowing another man to have anal sex with me.
I authorized his company as supplier. The rejection rates for their product was double any other supplier and they were released because of quality control and my work was reviewed and I was found to have been negligent in my assessment and I was given the opportunity to leave. I was twenty eight.
I moved for a job, for a much lower level employer, I met a girl there and after a short courtship we got married and in a couple of years she had started our family. I can't say I forgot about my night with the plant manager, I guess you suppress it as an experience and try to forget. Until one lunch when I had gone across the street to this small restaurant and I was eating alone, the place was full and this man asked if he could join me and the whole thing started again. We stayed way past the normal lunch crowd, he was in town looking at some real estate locations for his company, he was staying at long term motel and feeling obligated I asked him if he had time we could meet for dinner one night so he didn't have to eat alone.
I met him and we went to an Italian place in town, it was a typical business dinner, but then I asked him if he was up to getting a drink and I took him to this small place I had heard about but had never been and somewhere along the line I must have looked at him in the right way and we ended up going up to his room and I acted out all my pent up desire, I wanted him to fuck me so bad that he said that even if he didn't top he would give it a shot and we had sex.
My behavior with him gave me chills later on, I sat in my car for a while before getting up the nerve to go into my house. A feeling I have had many more times over the years, I can say it is always a one night stand, always with a traveler I meet by accident, I can start a conversation and I touch hands or legs and if I get a positive response one out of three chance of getting some cock and if the situation is right ending up having sex. I can read the situation, somehow I know when to act. My territory is the various hotel motels where businessmen stay. Nothing downtown, strictly where you can drive up in your car and avoid the front desk.
