Straight Female / 27
I am 27 and I am at home right now 'thinking about what I have done'. What I did was let him have sex with me. I was groomed, that is what my therapist tells me. He groomed me until I let him have intercourse with me. My therapist tells me to use the word intercourse, he penetrated me and he deposited sperm in me and that is why I am now pregnant. He used my body to impregnate it. Another female brought down by this man for his sole use. And I let him. He is a bad man because he impregnates innocent females. I am not that innocent, I got knocked up, that's what happened.
If I was groomed, how did I let him? My therapist says I let him groom me. I told my therapist what happened that afternoon, sure I was already close with him, and sure I would let him touch me, put his arm around my shoulder, kiss my cheek and several times give me kisses on the lips. But that afternoon I was in his office, I guess I was already groomed, he called me over to his side and put his hand on the inside of my thigh until he cupped me. I did not feel bad at all, when his hand got up high I opened my legs for him. When his fingers started to feel me I opened my legs further.
When he turned me around facing his desk and felt me up while he had me bend over and put my hands on the desk I wasn't thinking about work, I was thinking that I was going to get fucked right then. I wondered how much I had to bend over, that is what I was thinking. My pussy belonged to him right then. I wasn't thinking intercourse, I was thinking fucked. Sure as he pulled my pants down and I had my naked rear end in his face I did think about him looking at my pussy and my ass, but I figured he liked that, he wanted to look at my pussy and my ass. I bent down and put my elbows on the desk and opened my legs for him.
His dick went in real easy, he humped and I took it. He did take his penis out and lay his penis on my ass, I thought what is he going to do? but he put his penis back in my pussy and he fucked me until I started to get real hot and all. To be truthful right then I wanted to suck him so bad but he kept me bent over and then he told me he was cumming and I just kept my legs open for him. I wasn't thinking I was getting pregnant or what my future was going to be, the man was cumming in my pussy and I didn't want him to stop. Not one minute did I think intercourse or ejaculation or semen or sperm. All I was thinking is that I was getting fucked by him.
Did I think that one day I was going to get knocked up, excuse me impregnated, by him in his office after the other lady got sent home? Not for a minute. What I am thinking about right now is that I am pregnant and he told me that I had to keep it and I am going to do what he says. Now that I am pregnant for him I am going to settle down for him and be pregnant until his child is born and I guess after that I will have a kid. That is all I am thinking about, well also that next year I will have a kid at Christmas time, this year I will just be pregnant.
So she calls it grooming, so he groomed me until he knew he could score with me. He scored, touch down. Now what? I am supposed to sue him now, sue him? I am not going to sue him. Not in this neighborhood. His other 'conquests', that is what my therapist calls his other 'wives', conquests. Oh yes, we are 'wives', like wives in a hareem, not harem, hareem, all poor little girls who were groomed and impregnated by him. I talked to them and they told me he looks after them and he takes care of his own. But to my therapist he is a hareem master, and we are groomed for him.
I got sent to the therapist because I am a pregnant single mother. It is part of social services. I would like to see what she is going to do when she meets him, we are supposed to have a joint session and then she is going to meet with him alone. She wants to talk to him about his other wives and how he is going to support all his kids if he doesn't have a 'job'. Like I said, he takes care of them, just not the way social services wants him to. No one complains, she says because he grooms us to be quiet.
If I was groomed, how did I let him? My therapist says I let him groom me. I told my therapist what happened that afternoon, sure I was already close with him, and sure I would let him touch me, put his arm around my shoulder, kiss my cheek and several times give me kisses on the lips. But that afternoon I was in his office, I guess I was already groomed, he called me over to his side and put his hand on the inside of my thigh until he cupped me. I did not feel bad at all, when his hand got up high I opened my legs for him. When his fingers started to feel me I opened my legs further.
When he turned me around facing his desk and felt me up while he had me bend over and put my hands on the desk I wasn't thinking about work, I was thinking that I was going to get fucked right then. I wondered how much I had to bend over, that is what I was thinking. My pussy belonged to him right then. I wasn't thinking intercourse, I was thinking fucked. Sure as he pulled my pants down and I had my naked rear end in his face I did think about him looking at my pussy and my ass, but I figured he liked that, he wanted to look at my pussy and my ass. I bent down and put my elbows on the desk and opened my legs for him.
His dick went in real easy, he humped and I took it. He did take his penis out and lay his penis on my ass, I thought what is he going to do? but he put his penis back in my pussy and he fucked me until I started to get real hot and all. To be truthful right then I wanted to suck him so bad but he kept me bent over and then he told me he was cumming and I just kept my legs open for him. I wasn't thinking I was getting pregnant or what my future was going to be, the man was cumming in my pussy and I didn't want him to stop. Not one minute did I think intercourse or ejaculation or semen or sperm. All I was thinking is that I was getting fucked by him.
Did I think that one day I was going to get knocked up, excuse me impregnated, by him in his office after the other lady got sent home? Not for a minute. What I am thinking about right now is that I am pregnant and he told me that I had to keep it and I am going to do what he says. Now that I am pregnant for him I am going to settle down for him and be pregnant until his child is born and I guess after that I will have a kid. That is all I am thinking about, well also that next year I will have a kid at Christmas time, this year I will just be pregnant.
So she calls it grooming, so he groomed me until he knew he could score with me. He scored, touch down. Now what? I am supposed to sue him now, sue him? I am not going to sue him. Not in this neighborhood. His other 'conquests', that is what my therapist calls his other 'wives', conquests. Oh yes, we are 'wives', like wives in a hareem, not harem, hareem, all poor little girls who were groomed and impregnated by him. I talked to them and they told me he looks after them and he takes care of his own. But to my therapist he is a hareem master, and we are groomed for him.
I got sent to the therapist because I am a pregnant single mother. It is part of social services. I would like to see what she is going to do when she meets him, we are supposed to have a joint session and then she is going to meet with him alone. She wants to talk to him about his other wives and how he is going to support all his kids if he doesn't have a 'job'. Like I said, he takes care of them, just not the way social services wants him to. No one complains, she says because he grooms us to be quiet.
