Let me begin by saying I know this is totally horrible and wrong. Since this morning nothing ever happened again, if anything now things are slightly awkward.
I recently moved in with my boyfriends parents. His mother leaves early for work as does my boyfriend. Due to conflicting schedules we have not had much time for sex lately. If we are lucky maybe once or twice a month.
I am always ridiculously horny and have a high sex drive, I always have. That is just who I am. So this one particular morning I was craving it so badly. I laid in bed playing with myself for awhile before going downstairs for breakfast. Still in my shorts and a tank I went down to eat.
My boyfriends father was on the couch watching television. I am not going to lie, I am far from perfect but have a cute face, perfect ass and C cup tits.
After I ate I got up and asked when his father was leaving for work, he said in a few hours. I sat down and was watching tv with him. I was still beyond unsatisfied from the lack of sex and made a quick and foolish decision.
I got a little closer to his father and said I had a headache, my mind already was made up and I laid my head on his lap. I asked if they had any Tylenol as I knew they did not, so when he had said no I asked if he could rub my head.
As he did I seductively told him how good it felt, nuzzling my head around his lap. He is much older and has been married to my boyfriends mother forever, so I knew if I kept moving my head around his lap he would eventually get excited.
When he did I said hm I guess we both feel good huh? And let out a sigh. He said he was sorry, which I replied there is no need to be sorry. Can you keep rubbing my head please. It is helping.
A few moments passed and I said fuck it, I need a release, so I raised my head up and replaced it with my hand on his lap, looking dead in his eyes and said thank you, but I know something that will help me even more. I grabbed him and squeezed playfully.
Immediately he said what are you doing? That is not really a good idea, do you have any idea and before he could finish I slid my hand under his pajama pants and was stroking him. I said I have a good idea, just relax, I leaned down and started giving him a mean blowjob. Pretty sure he had not had one in quite some time. I looked up and said do you want me to stop? He gently pushed my head back down and I really went to work.
He told me he was as going to cum after only a couple minutes so I stopped and said you better not. I jumped up, slid my shorts down and got on top of him before he could even realize what happened. I guided him inside me and started riding him ferociously.
Within seconds his hands were all over my ass, I lifted my shirt up and leaned forward to press my tits against his face and told him to suck my nipples.
He was not as big as my boyfriend but his width was undeniably wider. I came so hard, so many times, I did my have an orgasm but it was what I needed. I told him I wanted him to get on top so I got off and on my knees and within minutes he said he was going to cum. I said no no no not yet, but it was too much for him I guess. He said again I am going to cum, not being on the pill I said fine, pull out, I turned around and told him to cum on my face. He did and it was great, I cleaned him up with my mouth for a few seconds and told him not to worry.
No one would ever find out, I went upstairs, showered and by the time I came back down he went to work. We never talked about it again but every morning I see him looking at me, I just know I can not allow myself to do such a thing again.
It would rip their family apart and I do not have that in me. I was selfish and in a brief moment of not thinking clearly and putting my needs ahead of what is right I took advantage of a situation I knew i could.