I am 17 and have a 21 year old boyfriend. We've been having sex for almost 3 months. I was lying on my stomach in bed a few weeks ago with him and he was in and out of me having sex. I like it from behind. Then with no warning, nothing, he just shoved it into my butt. I've never had anal and never wanted it. I tried to shake him off but he held me down and kept doing it. It hurt so bad that I couldn't stand it. He finished pretty quickly and pulled out. He was actually laughing that he'd gotten me in my butt. The pain was still with me, but I had to go to the toilet and I got up. He smacked me very hard on one cheek leaving his hand print on my backside. He wouldn't let me leave and did it to me two more times that night before he finally let me go. The only times he let me leave the bed was after his second time shooting inside me I went to the toilet because I squirted a bit of poo out on the bed mixed with his sperm. He kept telling me it was better than my vagina as it was tighter and he didn't have to use a condom most of the month. The other time was after the toilet and he told me to go into the kitchen totally naked and fix some food. He has no curtains in there and several of his neighbors saw me naked. Then I had to go back for his third time.

I didn't answer him for a few days but when I did he said he was sorry. Since then he has only stuck it inside my butt and hasn't done anything to my vagina except use his fingers and sometimes his tongue. I've had anal sex at least 25 times since that first day. He tells all his friends, girls and guys that I do it anally now. They look at me like I'm a total slut.