I put bi but never had a girl yet, but want to. I am 17 now.

My parents always spent 2 to 4 weeks every summer at nudist resorts. When I was 14 this 16year old boy and I pal'd around a lot together. We were both there overlapping over a 3 week period. It started off with us sucking each other, he was the first to cum in my mouth, I later did it to him but he didn't like it so he'd jack me and I'd shoot and clean it up. After two days of that, I spent the night at his cabin and during that night he fucked me. It hurt I tried to get him to stop but he was determined to get off and there was no stopping him. After about 3 minutes it stopped hurting so bad and I took it, he shot in only a few more minutes. I wasn't mad, I didn't stomp out and off to my parents cabin. After all, how could I explain why I left in the middle of the night? When his 7 inches flopped out of me though, I wanted more. I couldn't believe how empty I felt. He gave it to me 2 more times that night. After that it was crazy, I was getting his cock up my hole 4 to 5 times a day. It was a relief almost when he took a blowjob from me. I really got to enjoy it though and looked forward to it.

That next fall I started high school and a lot of the older boys would tease me in the shower, snap towels at me, grab my butt, my little cock. I'm very small, still am there was nothing I could do to get back at them. One day 2 boys were in the locker room. They made me strip and get into the shower where they both fucked me. They told everyone I was a fag and took it up the ass. That's all it took I was getting fucked by 3 to 5 boys almost everyday then entire school year, and into the summer boys would drive by my house and pick me up and take me out and fuck me or get a BJ. By then I'd had 38 cocks in my ass, another 11 in my mouth only, some of them were really big ones. I'd been fucked hundreds of times. The only time away from them was when we went to the resort and I saw my first fuck there for a couple of weeks. I was still getting it a lot, everyday but at least it was 1 guy and 1 guys sperm, though after he left I did let one older man fuck me a few times.

I don't remember what her excuse was but my mom came in the bathroom when I was showering to get something, and as I bent over she saw my asshole. She literally screamed in shock. I realized no one had seen me except the guys fucking me. My asshole had a swollen ring around it, sort of like pussy lips, some of the guys would tease that I had a pussy back there. The hole itself was now about 2" long when closed up. Two of the boys who fucked me had put their whole hand inside me. My mom was totally shocked and asked what I was doing to get like that. I explained, and she calmed down and asked if it started that prior summer at the nudist camp. I told her about Phil my friend there, and she said she thought we were having sex because a few times she would see what she thought was sperm coming from between my cheeks, and one time I left a little bit of it on a beach towel. She convinced herself it must be something else. Now she knew. She asked if I was gay I told her I wanted to be with girls, but this just happened, and I had no choice. I was embarrassed as hell and made her promise not to tell my dad. After the rest of that year she transferred me to a private school, and wouldn't let me go out with any of the boys who came by in their cars.

Still no girlfriend but I've only been fucked by one guy several times, since I left public school.