I've been living with Greg for 6 years and both of us were married and divorced so we decided never to marry each other. There are no kids involved and we both live well with good paying jobs. Our sex life is good and we seldom argue over anything. Greg does travel on business trips monthly anywhere from a couple days to 4 or 5 days. Last May on my birthday a co-worker and friend Laurie, invited me to dinner when Gary was in LA on business. Her boyfriend was also there and we had a surf and turf dinner with a fine wine. They live in a beautiful condo and we ended up in the hot tub out back. She lent me a bikini that fit me and we continued drinking and just having a lot of fun talking. I can't blame being drunk but I did have a buzz when I ended up inside in the shower with both Laurie and her boyfriend. At first I still had the bikini on but as Laurie took off her bikini her boyfriend Todd also took off his bathing suit they began encouraging me to do the same. I still can't explain how I became so bold to take off that bikini. I did meet Todd before but didn't know him that well. It was like some joke at first but as we all dried off things got more serious and I ended up in bed with both of them. I never knew Laurie was bisexual until she began rubbing my breasts. I thought she was just joking around when it started but before I knew it Todd began giving me oral sex.

For the next hour or two I not only had intercourse with Todd but also gave him a blow job and as I was sucking Todd, Laurie was performing oral sex on me. By the time I got home I felt ashamed of myself and as much as I was humiliated about it I had to admit to myself how much I liked it. I knew I could never tell Gary what happened and promised myself it wouldn't happen again. In work Laurie and I talked about it and I did tell her I couldn't do that again and how unfaithful I felt towards Gary who she met a few times. In June Gary went to Chicago for 3 days and Laurie again persuaded me to come over to their condo and again I had sex with both. That time I not only had Laurie have sex with me but I ended up performing oral sex on both her and Todd. That night is when they introduced the sex toys and I found myself being satisfied and having orgasms with several types of dildos and vibrators. Its become an obsession and every month when Gary goes on his business trip I end up at Laurie's condo with her and Todd. Its not that I no longer enjoy sex with Gary but with Laurie and Todd I am in constant arousal and have never orgasmed as often or strongly. I can't believe how submissive I have become and how I have participated bisexually with Laurie. Its gotten to her using a strap on dildo at times as I'm giving oral sex to Todd. I have also had anal intercourse with Todd a few times which is something I never have with Gary. They both penetrate me with the sex toys vaginally and anally having me orgasm many times. If Gary is away 4 or 5 days any week I end up going over there twice. It now has become like an addiction to me and as much as I feel bad cheating on Gary I can't help it and keep going back for more.

I keep telling myself to stop doing this but as soon as Gary has to go on a trip I tell Laurie right away. I don't have any attraction towards women but once I'm with them I clearly have bisexual relations with Laurie. Todd is always involved somehow whether its oral sex or intercourse, vaginal or anal. They seem to cater to my desires and keep me aroused most of the time I'm there. I can't believe how explosive my orgasms have become and the frequency of them. They stimulate me with the sex toys to the point where I want to scream at times as I shake with excitement. I jerk off and give oral sex to Todd more than I do to Gary and allow Laurie to have intercourse with me using a strap on. I have even allowed Todd to masturbate using my breasts which again, Gary has never done. I am like a slave when they use vibrators and Todd sees me in ways and positions that Gary never does. I recently mentioned to Gary about getting some sex toys and hope to convince him to do so. I can't tell him the reason for it so I just say I read about them. I do love Gary so I can never tell him about my other sex life. I am slowly being more aggressive when I have sex with Gary and have began giving him blow jobs more often. I've mentioned the sex toys a few times and can't tell if he is interested about them. Laurie and Todd have gotten me so used to them I want more stimulation of them. I did have a vibrator about 10 or 12 years ago but never had anyone use it on me it was always by myself. It is so arousing having someone else do it I can't explain the feelings I get watching them looking at me. I am sorry when it comes to Gary but Laurie and Todd have introduced me to the best sexual experiences I've ever had. Never have I been so completely sexually satisfied when with Laurie and Todd.