I was 19, and a very sheltered shy person from the south. I grew up in Christian conservative values. So struggling with my feminine side always made me feel guilty. I had a camera, and a personal computer, and took pictures of myself mostly bent over in a doggy position. I loved receiving praise online over my fat bubble butt.

Craigslist m-m personals was something I engaged in for over a year. Until I finally decided to meet up with a man I been talking to a while. He was 6'4 48 years old with a huge mushroom, and girthy cock. It was like a soda can in circumference. I was a virgin at the time.

It was a Wednesday afternoon, and I drove to his house. He answered the door naked, and immediately started grooming, and complimenting me. I removed my pants at his request, and sat on the couch. Gay porno was playing on his T.V. he jacked off... I tried to but couldn't erect. I was very timid, and nervous. Though I somehow managed to ask him if we could do our business in the bedroom.

He laid down on his back, and I tried to blow him. He couldn't fit in my mouth, so I turned around in doggy position. He left the room to get his lube, and came back. My head was at the edge of the bed, so he stood at my face, and slid his cock in my mouth. I opened as wide as I could to accommodate his wide circumference. His cock sat in my mouth, as he grabbed a handful of my hair. I moaned, and rubbed his cock with my tongue. He entered, and exited my mouth a few times before going around to my rear.

Liking cock in my mouth was a surprising revelation. At that point I knew I was now gay.

I was equally surprised by a flick of his tongue against my taint, and hole. He fingered me with a lot of lube to stretch me out. He was massive in every way. Tall, fat, huge cock. I was the opposite. A short twink at 5'3 and 130 lbs.

His cock pressed against my taint for a few minutes. He had trouble finding my hole. My butt was really big, and his gut was really fat. I looked over my shoulder, and felt dread he was going to do this raw... I was too shy, and timid to speak up for myself..

After a couple tries his cock slid in stretching my tight hole to a gaping "0"

I moaned to every thrust, and was turned on by the sounds of squeaky bed springs, and my ass clapping against his thighs, and hips.

I was both... Fearful that I was now a homosexual subject to Gods wrath. But in bliss over getting my prostate milked by a fat cock.

After he came in me he rubbed my butt, and thighs with a warmly damp towel, and dried me up with a clean towel.

He was so big, and the sex lasted so long I felt his cock still inside me for days. Even a week.

That was my first time