He calls me his little slut... I just about have an orgasm every time I see those word on my messages. I knew him when I was a teen, I'm in my latest 20's now and married.. But not to him. My husband and I are usually very adventurous, sexually.. But not like this. My husband doesn't know anything of this. He knows I'm talking to this old friend and has made me send him nudes but what he doesn't know is that I talk to him a lot more.. I love my husband, mind you. And I love our life together. But there's something about this that gives you a rush of adrenaline like never before.
This friend is not in the same country anymore, moved abroad before we ever really knew each other. He was dating someone I knew and that was about it...
A couple of days ago, we started messaging. He was tired of his vanilla sex and me, I was just tired of the same monotonous routine. Although I love my husband very much, he's been getting very frustrated with everything lately and more than ever, I always seem to be the scapegoat... I've missed that connection.. The intimacy.. It's now just wham! Bam! Thank you ma'am.. Then he goes and sits in his den and drinks till he has to pass out... I don't know what it is, I did everything and anything (still do) to please him. Maybe he's bored of me?
Anyway, back to the confession.. So this friend of mine, he listens, asks me about my day and just when I least expect it, tells me a good pounding.. I've missed that, you see. Then he goes on to tell me what he wants to do to me... How he wants to eat me, Fuck me ...ugghhh I get so horny.. Then yesterday, he says, "goodnight, my little slut". I almost squirted my pants! Has anyone felt this way. Shut I feel so guilty but so good!