Straight Female / 18
To start off, it's been a few months since I got my first boyfriend, and he is the sweetest and most handsome guy I could have ever asked for. Our relationship is currently long distance, but we will be much closer after I move into college.
I've never done anything past kissing a guy on the cheek, not a single thing, and sometimes I regret that. However, I think my bf finds it cute and adorable how innocent I come off in that regard. The closest I've ever come to sending him pics was when I took a picture of my hair in the shower to show him how my curls looked, haha.
I get really turned on when he calls me things like "baby girl" or "babe", but it might be just because I'm not used to being in a relationship.
Just recently, he called me his "little kitty" (too much context needed to understand), but my heart soared. I seriously can't stop thinking about him. I've masturbated more in the past 2 days than I have in the past 2 months. I keep imagining what it would feel like to lose my virginity to him, to just give all of myself over to him. I can't even fathom how badly I want him to take me over and have total control. His dominant and guiding presence in person really awakened this desire in me, but I don't know what else I can do about it.
I really want him to talk more passionately about this kind of stuff, but I'm afraid he thinks of me as too innocent to want to talk about this kind of thing. I have no idea what to do to initiate it or get him to know that it's okay with me, so instead, I'll just spill my emotion out here I guess.
He has an athletic build with defined and lean muscle. He is about 6'3, and very strong. He has sharp, masculine features, and just the cutest smile. It is really hard not being able to see him often in person, but I think that it is sooooo worth it. The last time we met up, I gave him my scarf to keep, in case he felt like he missed me, and because he told me it smelled nice. He told me that he has slept with it nearly every night since then. In my head, I keep imagining him pleasuring himself with the scarf nearby, and sometimes even while he smells it. I get so turned on just from that thought alone. I want so badly to feel his weight on me. Ugh, I just need him to be more sexually expressive just once, and I'll be in heaven.
I've never done anything past kissing a guy on the cheek, not a single thing, and sometimes I regret that. However, I think my bf finds it cute and adorable how innocent I come off in that regard. The closest I've ever come to sending him pics was when I took a picture of my hair in the shower to show him how my curls looked, haha.
I get really turned on when he calls me things like "baby girl" or "babe", but it might be just because I'm not used to being in a relationship.
Just recently, he called me his "little kitty" (too much context needed to understand), but my heart soared. I seriously can't stop thinking about him. I've masturbated more in the past 2 days than I have in the past 2 months. I keep imagining what it would feel like to lose my virginity to him, to just give all of myself over to him. I can't even fathom how badly I want him to take me over and have total control. His dominant and guiding presence in person really awakened this desire in me, but I don't know what else I can do about it.
I really want him to talk more passionately about this kind of stuff, but I'm afraid he thinks of me as too innocent to want to talk about this kind of thing. I have no idea what to do to initiate it or get him to know that it's okay with me, so instead, I'll just spill my emotion out here I guess.
He has an athletic build with defined and lean muscle. He is about 6'3, and very strong. He has sharp, masculine features, and just the cutest smile. It is really hard not being able to see him often in person, but I think that it is sooooo worth it. The last time we met up, I gave him my scarf to keep, in case he felt like he missed me, and because he told me it smelled nice. He told me that he has slept with it nearly every night since then. In my head, I keep imagining him pleasuring himself with the scarf nearby, and sometimes even while he smells it. I get so turned on just from that thought alone. I want so badly to feel his weight on me. Ugh, I just need him to be more sexually expressive just once, and I'll be in heaven.
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