I am chronically single, I never learned how to date and frankly I mostly prefer to be by myself. If I socialize it is usually a forced event such as Holidays with family or some corporate function I absolutely cannot get out of. I travel, I read and keep to myself.

And I masturbate. I have been masturbating since I was around 11 and discovered myself at night under the covers. As early as 11 and 12 I was inserting objects, sitting on the bed post until I was fully inserted, sticking the dogs nose between my legs, using my electric toothbrush to stimulate my clitoris, holding the dogs penis while he urinated, and oh yes sucking on his penis. I loved sucking his penis even if he was indifferent to me lying on his side and letting me suck him. Later one day when I had his head between my legs I leaned back and pulled him on me but even if I could get his sheath up against my naked pubic area I could never get him to actually release his penis and fuck me like I wanted so I sucked him instead.

At fourteen I inserted a full size baseball bat in my vagina. I used KY Jelly that I took from my Mom's bathroom and managed to insert it after several long minutes of trying. I liked it and lay on my back with the bat in me for a long time, maybe an hour, turning it or fucking with it from time to time. I never needed anyone to keep me happy.

I masturbated my way through college and I masturbated myself up to now. I got penis fucked last week. To me it was so small compared to my pet toys, it's true I couldn't get his whole penis in my mouth and when his penis tickled the back of my throat I gagged and had to stop and content myself with just sucking hard on him. I leaned back and pulled him on me to fuck like I had done with my dog so many times, his penis did go in and after a short minute he fucked me. That was last week. I don't know if he really understands that he was fucking me, I know he liked me playing with his penis and sucking him and I am sure he liked the feeling once he fucked me. Maybe it was his first ejaculation with a woman. I sincerely doubt he had ever fucked a woman.

I felt bad for a while, maybe a couple of days, but why shouldn't he enjoy his penis, maybe he can't quite comprehend what his penis is for but it got very hard when I held it and sucked it and he was very hard when I got him to put his penis in me and he ejaculated without any problem. Maybe he is just masturbation in a different form. But he can go to sleep in his world knowing that he fucked my virgin pussy, at least virgin from a real penis point of view. I won't see him again he has gone back to where he lives, but if he can talk he can tell his friends in the home where he lives that he got to fuck a woman. I would guess that he is between 30 and 35, or maybe even 40 it is hard to tell. What wasn't hard to tell is that he never had his penis sucked. He liked that.