So I am a 40 year old man who likes to wear women's clothes in public. The is almost no way without a ton of makeup and a few dozen razor blades that I could ever pass as a woman so I don't try to. I generally will wear women's jeans, tops, & shoes. Nothing too outrageous, but if you look it is obvious that I am wearing women's clothes. Today I was dressed in these amazing cropped skinny cargos with a back zipper at the cuff. Also a woman's 3/4 sleeve black ribbed crew neck sweater and a pair of side zip white quilted high tops.

I went to a Cirilla's across town which is a toy/lingerie store and started looking at the woman's lingerie. The woman working there asked me if I need help and for the first time ever, I said yes. She asked if I knew what I was looking for and if it was for myself. I told her I am not sure what I want but it is for me. We started going over some things and she pulled a few pieces and invited me to try them on. On our way to the dressing room, she asked me if this was for a special occasion . I told her no, that I was a closet dresser and my wife wanted nothing to do with this side of me. We started talking about that and then her life as a sub. We literally spent about 45 minutes just talking. She was so interesting and nice. Finally the phone rang so she went one way and I went the other to the dressing room. After trying on 6 or 7 items I narrowed it down to two. I brought those out and asked her which she thought I should get. She actually asked me to try them on for her. I enjoy exhibitionism as well so I jumped at the chance. I went back to the dressing room and put on this little black chemise. I called her over and was standing there in lingerie and my own black satin panties for the first time ever in front of somebody else. She said she liked in but wanted me to try on the pink one. She started to leave and I told her she has already seen everything so she might as well stay. I tried the pink one on. She came over and adjusted the straps for me and told me she loved it and I should definitely get that one. I got dressed and we both walked to the front of the store and I bought the pink one. I still have butterflys in my stomach and this was 4 days ago.

I plan on going back to try on some more and am already planning my wardrobe. I may wear black seamless sheer pantyhose with a thong, a pair of black leggings with a sweater with lacy sleeves and a really cute pair of t-strap flats. Or maybe some slacks with with 2" heeled mary janes and a wrap around striped blouse with a lace cami underneath. Or instead of slacks, white jeggings that totally show panty lines and are nearly sheer - they leave nothing to the imagination. There is just too much to choose from! I know I want to be more feminine than I was the other day. I feel safe there and would eventually like to wear a skirt or dress in public for my first time ever.