The best way for me to describe this is when sex went to far. I worked as a maid in the household of a wealthy divorced man. The live-in and part of my arrangement was that I could go to college during the day, which he pays for. I had to wear a uniform so that neighbors don't think I am a live in girlfriend. I had the use of a car and I got paid decently enough for what is really a part time job plus a I got room and board. He worked all day and he was decent enough with me when we did have to talk but he kept to himself and I kept to myself. I had a room with private bath and the room has an alcove sitting area where I had my desk for my school work. Other than being the 'maid' if is the easiest job I have had in college and it paid pretty well considering he is paying my tuition and books.

He is 51 and he got divorced three years ago because he was found with another woman. Not news but it is true, a woman in his office, much younger and of course she is very good looking as you would expect. The problem wasn't just that he was having an affair with her it is that she got pregnant. I know most of this because I baby sit her son and slowly these things come out when we are talking. She isn't ashamed or anything, she doesn't see anything wrong with having a child with him, in fact she wants another one.

Most of the time they see each other at her place but sometimes she is at his place and stays the night. The next day when I make up the room it is obvious in so many ways that they are 'active' in sex. I know she does anal a lot because she constantly complains that he 'took her ass'. She masturbates a lot because when I have been to her place to clean up I find evidence when she leaves her 'aids' out for me to clean. She tells me which do what for her and which ones I should buy and whether I want one. She is very open about sex especially when she gets talking about anal sex. She tells me it feels good but it makes her feel like she is a dog or something. But she whispers that getting fucked in the ass is OK and I should try it.

The other day I was watching her baby while she went to the hairdresser and when she came to get him we sat and had coffee. She asked me what was the biggest cock I sucked. I told her that I really didn't like talking about sex and I didn't remember things like that. She ignored me and she said that one day I should suck his cock, he is 'huge' and she bet I couldn't swallow him. I asked why she was suggesting that I do something like that with him. She was matter of fact and said that he wanted to fuck me. I asked her if she was OK with that and sure she was OK, she wanted to watch. It was like "look let's do it, you watch, I watch, let's see if you can swallow him".

I don't know if I was uncomfortable, I had talked with her so much and I took care of her baby and I went to her place to clean for her and she told me everything about having sex with him, especially when he 'took her ass last night' and now she was talking to me about getting together with her and having sex with him and swallowing him. My coffee got cold, she stood up and took her baby from me and said she wanted us to have sex, she and I. After we had sex then we could talk about having sex with him.

It took many more talks and it happened when I was at her place cleaning for her that I let her kiss me and agreed to lay down on the bed with her. Her son was asleep and we had the baby monitor and she did everything. We got dressed and we had coffee together, she and I have coffee together all the time. Now that we were close, we could talk about things of the heart. She started out with 'do you love him?'. I said no. She said she loved him, that was her problem. She asked if I had feelings for her. I said no, not in that way. She said she didn't know either, probably yes but she didn't know. She repeated that she wanted us to have sex with him and she wanted to watch.

We had sex, she and I several more times, in fact many more times and the subject always came up, why didn't I want to have sex with him. By then we were pretty comfortable with each other and we had become outwardly pretty affectionate as well. Any barriers I had were gone and I was more comfortable telling her how I felt. I was honest in telling her that she was his girlfriend and that knowing that he knew that we were having sex didn't make it easier. I still chose not to have sex with him but really just because to be honest it made me uncomfortable that she was having sex with him and I had to put my hand over her mouth when she started talking about how he had 'taken her ass'.

The day we did have sex together she had arranged for her son to stay with her mother for the weekend. It was at his place, there was a lot of pretend drinking and getting naked in the living room, she gave him oral and pretended to try and swallow him, it was all so fake. He had out and out sex with me, but it was all about him not about me. She watched but after he finished I told her that was once and I wasn't going to do it again and I didn't want to watch him have sex with her. I told them that I had to quit working there like that, the whole thing messed me up.

After I quit I wasn't able to end my relationship with her, I baby sat for her all the time, and I helped keep her place clean and orderly. I haven't moved in with her but I am seeing her in a girlfriend way, he continued to pay for my college and I got a job working on campus. I never set out to meet her or to have sex with her, I didn't set out to have a relationship with her, I never knew that I would want to have a relationship with her. Finding her is as much a surprise to me as it is to anyone. I definitely do not want to have sex with him again and I don't want her to continue to have sex with him. Maybe I am possessive it that way, if I am she made me that way. I do go and clean up for him and he pays me. I do not like to see her with him, she doesn't tell me details anymore because she knows it upsets me, she just wants another baby. She should have her other baby, I want that for her. I guess I am not as opened minded as I thought I was.