I began to realise my father seemed to know I was gay since ever. My family was always very opened about sexuality and body acceptance, so sometimes I'd shower with one or both my parents until I was 10, but my father seemed to like to brag about his cock and how girls liked it when we showered together. He'd show me its thickness, how the head was meant to "easily get in some places", how his nutsack was heavy and so on, but he never suggested anything inapropriate or wanted me to touch it or something.
Remembering his cock started to make me horny. With time, I started to use this remembraces to masturbate. Now I wish I had the guts to tell him I want his cock and dream of his acceptance. I want to sit on his cock and make it go all the way in my asshole until its last inch. I want to swallow his cum and hear him moan while he cums. I want him to slap my face with his big balls. I want him to fuck me, make my ass gape, I want him to use me as his impregnating toy. I wish...


