They say I was a cute little girl ,I think I was average. I was always a tease even in this day of women's rights and stuff. Here I am wiser thinking back on all the stupid crap I did. Now I would never say or tempt the more powerful sex as I did. Laura Croft the super hero woman I am not. Just thought I was. So my life I teased and flirted with my boy cousins, neighbors and even random people. I lucked out and didn't get my cherry popped at 10 , 11, or 12 years old. Believe me I should of a few times even at 10 when I only had peach fuzz on my pussy. So at the pipe stupid age of 13 I had a skinny thin body with enlarging hip small but fully grown B cups and a mind that hadn't had any sense to it yet. My dad called me the emotional basketball because I was just that. I always teased my brother by opening his door when I knew he was wanking off. I could quietly unlock it. where is the rest of it or is that all you got I would say. I went to the principle's office for kissing random boys and flashing my top. Mrs ___ the principle kept an eye on me and told me "You think you can stop a boy from doing what he wants with you, You cant"
So this one cute big and shy boy was always my target . He was so easy. He would blush and run. I would rub on him and he turned green. Once in front of my girl friends he teared up. So my friends felt sorry for him and gave up but I never stopped day after day. One day he cornered me and said politely You have to ease up. You think you know me, You don't know how hard I work to be nice. UNDERSTAND he said to my face sternly. I was good for a little while but not long enough. The school team was loosing games and he was this big boy that the coach expected more of. So after this one game he walked over the hill in private and put his face in his hands. He felt he lost the game and let everyone down. I didn't know he was there as I walked by there often to call my Dad from a friends home. He grabbed me, come to pick on me haven't you? No I didn't know you were here. Liar you always pick on me and make me feel terrible. I pulled away and my pleated school skirt pulled wide open at the side zipper. He just easily pulled me to him. I said something terrible can't remember what as I said terrible things a lot. You Just never let up! You don't have an Idea what I'm thinking. Take it back he said and back and forth he went with tears in his eyes as I didn't stop. He grabbed me like a sack of onions under his arm and began walking down the hill. I fought trying every tuff woman move I saw wonder woman or Super Girl do on the movies. No luck you dummy I said to my self as he was many times my strenght and twice my size. There was a sugar shed that was only used for sugar harvest and not in the early fall he was walking to. I fought the hole way but it only made me tired. You need a spanking he said as he grabbed the hidden key over the door. No way I hated spankings and mom and dad gave me plenty. He walked in locked the big heavy door and pocketed the key. You said you would ease up and I am beyond turning my back to you. Like an Idiot my mouth kept running. That is just all I can take and he grabbed me and walked over to the bed in the corner of the shack. He put me over his knee and my mouth kept running and I fought like a little kid does before a spanking. He laughed out loud at my squirming. Lifted my skirt and pulled down my breifs. Now he had my full attention and I shut up. Way too late he said as his hand rested on my bare rear. Whack whack whack he barely hit me thinking I was a four year old he had to be careful with. I was like thinking was he just wanting to feel up my rear end? I just lay there quiet and he did too.
The silence was driving me crazy as his hand was resting on my bare rear. As much as you deserve it , I cant hit you and live with my self. If I start I will beat you death. You have no Idea out of control I can be he said. I was at last realizing how powerful he really was. Did you ever hurt any one by accident I asked? On purpose I hurt them bad real bad and got in big trouble with the sheriff. He played with my rear as we talked and then started playing with my briefs that were down by my knees. While we kept talking he pulled my panties off and began unbuttoning the back of my dress. When the last button opened on my blouse I said excuse me. Today is my day in control he said. If I spank you I will loose control. The choice is yours if I control or I don't control my self. You have a choice only but you have no control at all for the first time. I knew he could loose it and beat me . So I at last held my tongue. He played but did not know how to unhook my bra. Come on he should know he was 15. So I reached back and said let me help and I unhooked it. He stopped and after a while rubbing my back he said I can't go home. I stood up topless and my skirt falling down. I stepped out of my skirt and right in front of him I was totally nude. Then I dressed and walked out.
That night I realised how lucky I was that he was a better human being by far than me. I was so nice to him and he would compliment me on being nice to people. One boy grabbed my breast and he grabbed the boy picked him up with one hand by the neck and said you never do that to a lady. He was suspended for three days. No one never touched me in the hall for fear of the big boy. I was struggling in Algebra and some one told him. He came to my house and my brother called me a name and he grabbed my brother. She is changing for the better don't make her regress. I I I I wont he said.
Will you focus before I spank you? OK and he taught me Algebra in a couple weeks.
Do you like me he asked? I do but I'm afraid of you too I said. Just respect me don't fear me. I've never kissed a girl and I want to kiss you first. Ive kissed lots of boys but I have never been in love I leveled with him. Well I'm not in love but I want to know how to love and how to make love he said. Wooow I said. I figured a girl like you could teach me. I'm only 13 you know. No way I thought you were 15 look at you. Just Then my brother came in the house. How old are you he asked my brother? Me I'm 15. Why do you look 12 and your sister looks 16. I don't look 12 my brother said, you act 12 is what I ment to say. Im leaving my brother said. I walk in his room and catch him wanking I said meanly. Ok bye said my brother. Now we have the house to our selves and that was my plan. Come on big boy I wont ever be your lover but I can teach you or we can teach other I smiled. Scared as heck we went to my bedroom and I shut the door. So I quickly removed his shirt. This boy was built like a body builder I had to catch my breath. Your suprised he said. I rolled my eyes. For once he wasn't shy. So I took off my top and bra and he was all eyes. lets hug and kiss chest to chest so he leaned over and it didn't work with my feet on the floor. I saw a small solid doll chair I had forever and i kicked teddy out and stood on it. Then I looked him eye to eye and we began kissing. Something was happening . My crotch was getting wet I expected that but I didn't think he would get in to my head. Don't you dare fall in Love your only 13. So we kept kissing and I was swooning as he was so kind . He kept grinning and he backed away your so beautiful Im sorry. For what I asked? For thinking I only wanted to experiment having sex with you. I want and he pointed between my breast. You want my heart. He nodded. Its just the moment I said. You feel it too admit it. I didn't want to but I admitted it. I hugged him tight and told him I would take care of his feeling forever and try to never hurt him. My pants were off and he was all about digging around and checking me out. I couldn't get his britches off until I ran to my brothers room and grabbed his condoms he has kept for 4 years. Soon enough he was taking the deep thrust and I was bleading as my cherry said good bye. It was terrible the first time, yet we were In love. I cleaned us up and new sheets and then it was very good for both of us. We stayed in love and he became famous at his sport. He passed away at 26 of a head Injury from a boating accident in my arms in Boaca Florida.