Three weeks back, I walked into our home to hear the sounds of sex coming from our lounge. Walking slowly and as quietly as I could, I looked into the lounge and saw my husband being fucked by a guy who looked like he was in his fifties or sixties. They were both naked and my husband was knelt up on the floor with his arms on the sofa. The guy was behind him smashing his cock up my husbands asshole time and again. From the sounds of it and from what my husband was saying, things like "Yeh ,that's it fuck me like that" he was enjoying every thrust of his lovers cock.
Now the weird bit. I didn't get angry or feel jealous. Instead I became horny and watched with absolute love for my husband. Seeing him take that cock so deeply up his ass and hearing him enjoying what I know to be an amazing feeling from being fucked anally, I wanted if anything, for him to experience the sheer joy of an anal orgasm. It was then they changed position and I moved away listening to his lover telling my husband to mount his dick. I didn't go back and walked back to my car. Driving away, I ended up at a place we'd often had sex at in the past. Sat in my car with the vision of my husband being fucked so gloriously, I played with my pussy and clit until I had such a powerful and all consuming orgasm. The house still smelled of sex when after an hour I text first, then drove home.
I've not said anything, as I yet don't know what to think about it all. I'm confused as to what I should be feeling and thinking and know for sure, it was a thrilling thing to see. Part of me wants to let him have his gay fun, another wants to challenge him for cheating on me. Yet another though, wants to join in and experience what i saw up close and personal.
This is one confused, yet sexually turned on wife.