In my teens I worked part time at this factory owned by my father's friend. Later I learned that it was a fabricator and not a factory. I worked in the warehouse as a clerk. I was given the job or cleaning out these shelves in the back of the warehouse, making sure the shelves were in good shape and getting rid of the trash that had accumulated there. I found a small box and since I examined everything I opened it and there were magazines in there. Homosexual magazines and it one of the magazines was this black and white glossy of a man on a boy. I kept the picture and moved the box but did not throw it away.

It was my introduction to gay porn. I loved my picture, which I kept between the pages of one of my biology books and when I felt the urge I would pull it out and examine it, this man with his arm around the waist of this boy, or young man maybe, with his hard cock up against his ass, looking at the camera and the boy or young man looking into the distance. I don't know why but I love that photo. As to the magazines in the warehouse I flipped through them from time to time, reading this and that, seeing the pictures of the adonis models.

I got out of high school and got a summer job working for the City Manager running errands. He was a man in his late forties and he cussed and told dirty jokes. He also talked about fucking this guy or that for not doing his job. I looked up to him and wondered if he had ever told anyone that he was going to fuck me for not doing my job. Towards the end of the summer right before I was leaving for college we were both in the men's room, it had two urinals and he was standing there with his hands on his hips and I couldn't help but see his cock. He saw me looking and he asked me if I liked it and he reached over and took my cock in his hand and said 'pleased to meet you' and told me to say high to his cock. He held me by my cock and under pressure I took his cock in my hand and said 'pleased to meet you' and he said he was sorry to see me go, now that we had met like this.

After work was over he asked me if I had any plans and we went to his house. He sat on his sofa and he sucked my cock for a long time. He used his hand a lot, running his thumb up the back of my cock but he didn't let me cum. We went back into his bedroom and he got undressed and I got undressed and he got on the bed and asked me to come to him and put me to sucking his cock while he ran his hand up and down my leg and over my ass. My cock had gone down and he let me suck his cock and he said that it was enough and he took some KY Jelly he had in his drawer beside the bed and lubed me up and put his arm under my waist and kneeled on one knee and he ran his cock all the way in me.

I became his goto boy and when I came home from college for a weekend I spent some of the time with him and he taught me all these things about being with him. He was always nice to me, and he bought me a really nice wallet that I kept for the longest time until it was totally worn out. In college I got together with a couple of guys and one professor. I took a job after college and left my hometown and went to work for a freight company in Connecticut. I made friends there and I met a guy I liked and we became lovers. One day my lover friend found that old black and white photo and we laughed at it, I didn't tell him that was my inspiration. In my eyes I could see the face of the City Manager and saw myself staring off into the distance.