While I identify as straight. I am probably more bi than I'd ever admit. While I'm not attracted to men in anyway. I know a good looking man when I see one just as I know a good looking woman. That being said. I am attracted to the idea, or should I say taboo nature of sex with men. I have had sex with more men that women. Mainly due to carrying on long relationships with women and the fact I married at a young age by choice. But the majority of my sexual activities with men did not occur until after I was married. I have fucked or been fucked by around 20-25 men. Two men multiple times. I used Craigslist early on in my later teens. But I discovered Grindr when I was 21. That opened a whole new door for me. What was a handful of encounters before blossomed into 20. The first guy I met on Grindr was a black guy about 28, ripped, lean, and HUNG. His 10" thick cock was a dream come true especially when he left me leaking cum in the backseat of my pickup. We met up again later and he bred me twice in one session. Since that guy I've flip fucked some guys I've strictly sucked some guys. Fucked my fair share of ass as well. Breeding most of them. But my mind always goes back to that big black cock. Truth is. I want more. I now will only bottom for big cocks. White or black. But something about a BBC is intoxicating. Now if only I could get multiple BBC to gangbang my holes and leave me dripping cum from ass and mouth like a whore.