I used to be sat by my cousin, she is 8 years older than I am. One of my fondest memories of her is peeking in the bedroom where she was changing after swimming. She came to close the door and her tits were hanging out of the suit. A few moments later I peeked back, and she yelled at me to close the door, but a minute after that I had the door open again.

I remember she was maybe 12 or 13, her breasts were just developing. They were long and skinny, each more like a banana than what I think of breasts today, and each were capped by areolas that completely covered the ends like a hat fitted around the tip of a banana.

She was red faced mad and she chewed me out, but her bare breast had my attention. The bobbed around as she screamed and waved her arms. She went back into the room and slammed the door. My mom got back from wherever she had gone, so I quit harassing her.

First time I ever jacked off was to thoughts of her, a few minutes later. It felt great until I got to the cumming part and I thought my insides were going to explode, dry orgasm. I knew the older boys cummed, but I didn't. I thought I had broken myself. Scared me enough I didn't JO for years, but it was thinking of her that I again those years later. Felt like my insides were exploding again, but better too, and after a few seconds of dry spasms a few cum bubbles oozed out. Thought I was still broken, but started to JO almost daily from then on.

Last I saw her she looked like a desiccated corps from years of smoking. I had to want several times to my youthful thoughts of her banana like titties to get that out of my head.

I think I'll go enjoy the memory again.