I'm a gay male. I pretty much knew I was gay from my earliest memories. When I was 7 I had a huge crush on my big brother who was 19 at the time. It started when he picked me up and set me in his lap for movie night. He was a freshman in college and was on the swim team. So he had broad muscular shoulders and well pretty much gorgeous muscles everywhere. I could feel his bulge grow in his pants. I'd been Googling gay porn since I was around five years old so I pretty much understood what was going on and I liked it.

Jacob was always affectionate with me. He never hesitated to think up a reason to hug me. I loved it when he squeezed my butt gently. He even kissed me on the lips though not a lingering romantic kiss though perhaps slightly longer than what most people would call wholesome brotherly kiss. Jacob also let me hang out with him all the time. He always invited me to go with him when he ran an errand.

I was far to shy and afraid to try to do anything sexual with him but then one day he was invited to a pool party and asked if I wanted to go. There were going to be other kids my age but I didn't care. I just wanted to spend more time with Jacob. When we got there we found out it was a skinny dipping pool party. Jacob didn't know either but then he just shrugged his shoulders and said "time to get naked" and ripped off his clothes and swim suit and stood there naked and glistening with his hands on his hips, stomping his foot playfully while his huge erection throbbed bobbing up and down a little pre cum drooling from the end. I could just die ogling his monster cock from two feet away. "you too Laurie." I know, Mom gave me a girl's name only it was my grandfather's last name and I was named after him, Frank Laurie. But since most of the kids in my first grade class never heard the name they didn't know it was normally a girl's name.

I was shy as I said so I hesitated but Jacob helped me out of my clothes and I was thrilled at the shock of the back of his fingers brushed my little erection as he grabbed my waistband. I wanted him to grab my cock.

I could not take my eyes off my naked brother and his naked erection. I wanted to touch it. I wanted to suck it. I wondered what it would feel like to have it up my ass.

Then it happened. Jacob swam up under me and lifted me partly out of the water. His hand was up under my ass with his fingers holding my little cock and balls. He didn't just hold me. He rubbed his fingers around the area while I sat in his huge hand. He smiled at me and asked "That feel good Laurie?" I just groaned in pleasure. I put my arms around his neck and held on while trying to hump his hand.

Well that's how it started. That night He came to my room and put his hand inside my shorts. I just took my shorts off and laid there letting him touch me everywhere. Then he even let me kiss him, really kiss him.

Ever since we've been lovers. Now I'm 18 and he's 30 and we might as well be married. I consider myself his wife.