I am 32, divorced, no kids, I am in really good shape, still the same size as I was in high school. I am a natural redhead and guys seem to like the idea of getting a "real" redhead, so I keep my pussy hairy but most of the time trimmed nicely. I just can't take being so tame in my sex life. My particular kink was initiated by a boyfriend when I was 18. He was 26 and married, and wanted to do things his wife wouldn't. I was young, thought I was in love, and willing to do anything. He started something that I really like and just can't ask anyone to do. He would pee on me. I kept certain clothes for him to pee on me when clothed, and other times he liked peeing on me while I was naked. Many times in my "pee clothes" he would ask me to pee myself and we'd walk around a bit, usually at night or at dusk at least and people could see what I'd done. Three times when doing that I lost control and pooped some too. He always had the wildest sex after times I'd pee myself in public. He loved to make love with pee all over me, and I did too. I even would let him do it in my mouth. Many times he'd come on my skinny little A cup boobs and wash it off with pee after. Then we'd start all over again. He loved to pee on my pussy then lick me to multiple orgasms. It only lasted less than a year, his wife found out that he was with someone and he went back to being the tame little husband.

After that I just couldn't find anyone I felt comfortable enough for wet activities. Even my husband. I always left the door open so a guy could watch me pee or poo. Some closed the door to the toilet, others didn't look. My husband never looked at me peeing, but would leave the door open even when he peed. I tried to come in a watch but he'd cut off the stream immediately. I even went to the lesbian side for some wet sex. I listed bi because I have been with women, but it was only for pee play. We have sex, and some of it was incredible but always I'd get my pee from them or to a lesser extent I peed on them which is really not my thing, I'm more the receiver.

I can bring it up to women, but not to me. I've made the mistake of asking for some guys to pee on me, and it usually ended in them leaving me. One guy even slapped me a few times, then after he had sex called me a slut and left me without a ride home.

I need pee play in my sex and want someone to be with in an ongoing relationship, I'm willing to do anything but the only guys I've found who are into it are very dominant and want to hit me, tie me up and even whore me out to other guys. I can't do that. I just want the joy of being peed on by my man again.