My fetish is allowing my younger husband to have gay sex with older men, which he loves to do, and then sucking him off and tonguing out his freshly fucked ass.

I've watched only once, and that was at the start of our marriage. But and this is the real weird thing, I didn't enjoy it anywhere near as much as him having his fun, and then me having oral sex with him afterwards.

Sometimes I'm at home when he has his friends around to fuck him. Other times I'm working or at my gym classes. It never fails to get me so horny, that I'll just about do anything for him after he's been fucked hard.

Recently I've tried pegging him with a strap on and having sex with him afterwards. Yet it's not the same and I don't get that all encompassing thrill I do from knowing his asshole is full of some guys cum.