This is my biggest, darkest secret. Ive never told a soul this story. My therapist says I need to talk about my hang ups but I cannot say this out loud so maybe this will help.

I was invited to a sex party in LA at a producers house by a fuck friend of mine. It was like a masquerade ball so naturally I brought my kinky pleather mask that zips up in the back, covering the whole head.

We had some drinks there, did some blow and headed deeper into the house where the real nasty shit was going on. There were dozens of people and I started to enjoy myself playing with the other guests.

One older guy there seemed very familiar. I recognized the tattoos but couldn't place it. Maybe he was a celebrity. An old boss? A woman was going down on me when it hit me.

To my horror I realized IT WAS MY FATHER.

My dad left us when I was 12 and I had almost no contact with him since then. I always hated him for that. But for some reason seeing him there made me recall a moment as a girl when I caught him jerking off. The sight of his penis made me tingle in a special way and I was now feeling that same tingle. I was also desperate for his approval, feeling for years like he left because me and my mom werent good enough.

I know he wouldn't recognize me even without a bondage mask on. With all these feeling bubbling up, mixed in with the drugs and sex I did what I normally do in a crisis which is act out and self destruct.

I walked over, politely pushed a girl away and put his dick down my throat. I sucked it as well as I could suck a dick. There arent a lot of things I'm good at so I needed to prove I was worth something, whether he knew it or not. I felt so dirty and depraved, it was really getting me off. As I blew him I begged him to cum in my ass.

There, surrounded by probably 40 people, I got ass fucked by my own father and I was the only one who knew. He came in me. The same cum that had created me was now in my ass. If that aint daddy issues I dont know what is.

I think he left soon after. I ended up sleeping at the party. Sometimes I like thinking about it but mostly I feel it only made my problems worse.

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by Anonymous on Jun 13, 2019 at 5:10 PM

That's so hot, when i was about 14 i saw my daddy's Cock he stepped out of his ensuite naked and proud hanging low and soft was his 6# cock i was talking to my mum at the time, he just stopped and stared at me Mum looked up at me as my eyes were glued to his Cock as it started lifting to salute it was at least 8# by now, Mum said haven't you seen a Cock before dear, No No i said softly only Uncle Drews, Yes dad replied as he walked towards me we know about that incident, your Uncle said you were spying on him. No I wasn't he walked in on me while I was in the bath and did a wee in front of me, but you liked looking at his Cock just like your still stareing at your father's Cock right now, you little Slut, i couldn't believe what my mother just called me, now get on your knees she sternly said as she pulled the covers back revealing she too was naked, at least then i knew what the humming noise was while we were talking she pulled a huge dripping dildo out from between her legs, but mum what are you talking about, Don't Fuk with me she said in a very angry and scary voice as she tore of my dressing gown and PJ's I tried pushing her away but she slapped me so hard I fell back against the door and it closed, Mum what are you doing, Don't mum me Drew told us how you stroked his Cock and sucked him until he came all over your pretty face, Slut... Oh ok but he kept telling me if i didn't he would tell you I asked for it, Slut mum said again, now get on your knees and suck your daddy's cock so I can watch, No mum I won't its wrong, So is sucking your Uncles Cock, now do it or I'll bring Drew in here and they will both Fuck your little c**t while i watch. Daddy was now standing inches from me he grabbed my hand and nearly broke my wrist as he forced me to hold his Cock that's when I just gave up it did feel good again to hold a hot hard Cock in my little hands. I looked up at dad he was smiling back at me, yes that's it doesn't it feel good holding a mans Cock, Well, mum screamed, Yes it feels good, then mum shoved me into dads chest as she finished pulling of my pjs top and pants then my panties I knew I couldn't fight it any longer, there I was standing naked in front of my father he grabbed my hand again I knew what to do i tried holding as much of his Big hard Cock as I could and started stroking it just like Uncle Drew had taught me, i heard the buzzing noise again and turned to see mum, (step mum) pushing that Big dildo into her vagina in and out it went, i suddenly got a strange feeling in my vagina, like i wanted to do what mum was doing, she opened her eyes saw me looking and said this isn't for you, your father's Cock is what your going to get today. Now get on your Fukn knees and suck his Cock so i don't have to, I want to watch you, you little daddy's slut. As i turned back to dad hoping he would comfort me he placed his hands on my shoulders and gently pushed me down saying it's ok precious didn't you like sucking Drews Cock. I barely got on my knees when he pushed his big fat Cock onto my lips and forced himself inside my mouth he was gentle at first sliding it in and out a little bit at a time slowly forcing his Cock into my mouth. Then he pulled his Cock out and said oh my goodness, Drew was right you are a natural. I was

thrilled that daddy was so happy with what i was doing, he slid it back in my mouth as I kept looking up at him i felt like stopping and saying I love you daddy but he was now pushing his Cock back in faster and faster I couldn't breathe sometimes so I learnt to take a breath when I could and hold it, then he suddenly held my head very tight and i think he pushed his whole Cock into my mouth it felt like it was in my throat Ohhhh shit he said, i remember trying to swallow something that was in my
throat, thought I was drowning or running out of air when daddy pulled me off his Cock it splashed white stuff like Uncle Drews on my face then he let me go, i fell onto my back. OMG i couldn't believe it i had just been m****ted by my dad and all I wanted was more. I sat straight up grabbed his Cock as it splashed more white stuff and
licked him like an ice cream cone until he grabbed me and said that's enough. I looked up at mum and she was still shoving that thing in her even though she had been screaming the whole time. Then dad looked up behind me and said did you get all that, most of it yummy it tastes nice, I'm not talking to you, then I looked behind me and there was Uncle Drew with his trusty old video camera. Got it all he said smiling as he took it away from my face and pointed it at mum. Give it to me said Daddy I think she wants more, Drew looked down at me and smiled, i said OK but this time can you Cum in my mouth Uncle Drew I liked it on my face and tits before but i really love eating sperm now.
The looks on their faces was priceless, They all thought I was their innocent little girl and they were the first ones to feed me Cock, you were right mum i am a Slut I've been screwing Italian Sam
lovely big Cock, that nice man at the newsagent who let's me read the magazines for free If I suck his Cock Oh and the bus driver, that mean principal Mark you know the one who always picks on me for nothing makes me stay in at lunch and after school so i can suck his Big Cock and who Finally Fucked me.
Yeah I'm a real little Slut learned everything from watching you my step mother who Fucks and sucks any one who comes to the door, Yes even principal Mark by the way he said I suck his Cock way better than you, Yes daddy your daughter Is a Slut so when your ready take me to my room so you and Uncle rew can Fuck me, i don't want that bitch watching Us Fuck.

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